I am the mother
of a son with a drinking problem. I'm divorced and he stays with me sometimes, he sort of drifts in for awhile then leaves. He has already had 2 DUI's, been arrested for getting in drunken fights. About 2 weeks ago he was staying with me. I told him if he was out drinking to call me and I'd pick him up. So he goes out and gets drunk and of course he's driving. He gets home late, amazingly he didn't get in a accident or get pulled over. I'll admit it I lost it. I was screaming at him and he slapped me. I was now in a rage and I lunged at him. He over powered me and there is no other way to say it. He raped me. He bent me over the dinning room table. I was wearing a long t shirt, he pulled it up and ripped off my underwear and penetrated me. He slapped me in the back of the head a couple of times and said stuff like "I'm so sick of your ****" and "You deserve this". I fought him as much as I could but it was useless. At some point I just stopped. He had me bent over that table for awhile and then he stopped grabbed me by the hair and dragged me to the living room and shoved me on the couch. He gets on top of me and enters me again. I started fighting him again and he slapped me again. After what seemed like forever he ********** inside of me and he stayed on top of me for a while. As he got up he said "I knew this is all you'd be good for" and stumbled out of the house. I sat on the couch and cried like I have never cried before. The next day I had the locks changed on the house. I left a message on his phone telling him to never come to my house again or I'll call the police, then I changed my phone number. I know I should have called the police, but I just couldn't go through it. How could I face the people I know when they found out. I made a appointment to talk to a therapist and I guess I have to find a way to deal with this.