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Weather stinks...so lonely

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Posted by Anonymous
on December 25th, 2012 at 3:25 PM


Poured myself a glass of pinot and lit some candles. I lit a cigarette. I haven't done that in years and not sure why I bought them. I know it's disgusting. I guess I feel hopeless and so sad today. So many Christmases, New Years eves, Valentines days....if you only knew how many of them I have spent thinking of you.

What if I had told you years ago? What would you have thought? Said? I can't shake it. It won't leave me. Your eyes haunt me. I spent years looking for the missing piece of my heart and soul. You fit. You fit and it hurts me so much.
Just a moment. If only one moment. I would take it. Just one. We could hide away. No one would know. Just a moment. All these years I have loved you from the shadows. God just to hold your hand. Just once.

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  1. Germine - 26-30 years old - female

    Posted by Germine on December 25th, 2012 at 3:54 PM

    I completely understand how u feel, I used to feel the same with some coworker and school mate but that was years ago...let me tell you what I really wish I would do to help myself and i hope it would help you



    1- it will sound crazy but many people say it helps: Love spells (white or wiccan) and aromatherapy, there are many books on the subject and mostly free spells on internet, even if they wont work, at least they will make you feel better about yourself because you will get in touch with nature like moon phase, herbs, candles, and aromatherapy in general.

    2- Second and last, I envy and congratulate you caz you can still feel love and believe me that's a good thing. I have been cold and numb for awhile and wish just wish I would fall in love again, so enjoy having a heart that can love :)))))

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  2. Anonymous

    Reply by An EP User Dec 20th, 2014 at 2:52PM

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