Posted by pprrnnccffaann11
on December 27th, 2012 at 4:05 PM
He probably found someone else, or he just couldn't deal with the distance between us. He pushed me out. My best friend and lover of nearly three years just ended the relationship without a word. I am devastated. I never thought him capable of ending things the way he did. All I want is to be a part of his life, and I wanted forever. We never had a fight, and I adored him. I just couldn't move to Ohio and he didn't really want to move here eventhough he said he would. My heart is breaking without him. I want the pain to pass. I don't want to think of him moving on with someone else or not feeling something from the mess he left behind. I don't understand why love isn't enough. I am hardworking, independent, but fiercely loyal and dedicated. I have had so many opportunitites to act unfaithfully and maintained myself. The pain is raw and exposing. While I have had no other addictions I compare this to a detox, as my body is in withdrawls for his touch, his kiss, to hear his voice. I just want him to love me again. No one is going to love me like this again. If he could do this to me did he ever really love me? God just bring him back into my life, as I leave it into your hands.
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