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Christmas Woes

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amytheinvalid - 26-30 years old

Posted by amytheinvalid
on December 28th, 2012 at 3:47 PM


Christmas came and went, a three time disappointment. Got nothing this year, as the past two years have done me no justice either. I usually ask for so little, and so it is incredibly disappointing when I can't even get THAT, or get what I don't want, and especially what I DO NOT NEED. I mean, the real point of Christmas, is happiness all around, not so that one person gets everything he/she wants, and then a lot more! Matters not if he/she is 7, 17, or 77, that imbalance is WRONG, 100% WRONG. Everything I've done, to try to make things good for myself, to set a foundation for my own growth, has yielded me nothing, or even in some cases, in the minus. Christmas, has yielded me no relief again this year.


How many more disappointing, bull s-hit holiday seasons do I have to go through, before something changes? WHAT THE F-UCK IS WRONG WITH THIS PICTURE?!


EVERYTHIIIIIIIIIIINNNNNNNNNGGG!!!


S-HIT!

I even had said, and I believed that the best Christmas gift would have been not waking up on Christmas Day, nor ever again.

Dying in my sleep, would be the best gift ever...since no one else remotely gives a f-uck about me, and those who say they do, have never proved it, not at all.

Want to prove it?

ACTIVELY GIVE ME A GOD D-AMN HELPING HAND.

THESE PEOPLE WHO GIVE ME SYMPATHETIC EARS DO ABSOLUTELY F-UCKING NOTHING FOR ME, ONLY BECAUSE I SEE THEIR WORDS, AND NOTHING HAPPENS, EVER.

I want to be carried away by a guardian angel, taken in her loving arms, and carried away; all I ever did to deserve the pain I have is being born.

Do these words, sound like the words of a man  who is turning 27 in 6 days from the date of this message?

Or someone who isn't even close to a mature adult?

I know, that I am NOT an adult, except by physical age.

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