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Posted by Anonymous
on January 6th, 2013 at 3:07 PM


The reason I am single is by choice. I can be easy to fall in love with but only if one is secure in receiving love from me. I need my space, I speak my truth, I am decisive and best of all, I am loyal. I give all I am capable of giving to everyone in my life but the reason my past relationships were doomed was simple. I was not loving myself enough. I allowed people to hurt me and after awhile my mind simply accepted that love was supposed to be full of heartache and tears.

I gave too much and received too little. I was drawing those who gave too little and wanted to much. Why? Because in my heart I believe I had to prove my worth. I don't feel this way anymore. The only person I have to prove anything to is myself and my Creator.

One day I woke up and realized exactly what I wanted out of life and love. I looked in the mirror and said "you deserve to be happy, you deserve easy love, you deserve the right person for you at the right time and don't you forget it, not for one second".

After that day, everything in my life sort of flowed. Everything I needed because I was always happy being in the moment came to me, effortlessly. Staying in the space of love, my heart seeing all in front of my eyes each day as a moment to express my appreciation for Everything. All of it. The good, the bad, the mundane, all of it.

So I guess what I am really trying to convey to the universe and my future beloved is....give me a little more time to become exactly who I need to be for me....and you....and know, in your heart of hearts, I am here, loving you and life from afar. Our day will come.

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  1. IntuitiveOne - 41-45 years old - female

    Posted by IntuitiveOne on January 6th, 2013 at 3:18 PM

    If only...

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  2. Anonymous

    Reply by An EP User Dec 29th, 2014 at 6:31AM

  3. effensweet - 22-25 years old - male

    Posted by effensweet on January 6th, 2013 at 3:31 PM

    Beautiful. This was the same thing I went through...Had two boyfriends, both of them cheated on me. It was hard for me to trust after that. I'm still working on that, but you're right...they will come in the right time, and by that time you'll probably realize it was the perfect time. Best of luck to you!

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  4. Anonymous

    Reply by An EP User Dec 29th, 2014 at 6:31AM

  5. Chomieann313 - 31-35 years old - female

    Posted by Chomieann313 on January 6th, 2013 at 4:26 PM

    you. flippin. ROCK!

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  6. Anonymous

    Reply by An EP User Dec 29th, 2014 at 6:31AM

  7. sbololo - 36-40 years old

    Posted by sbololo on January 7th, 2013 at 3:08 PM

    I wish I could do that but I have no guts,it seems as if I am the one who want this relationship to work,now I am tired.  

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  8. Anonymous

    Reply by An EP User Dec 29th, 2014 at 6:31AM

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