I was admitted into a mental hospital............

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silvershamen33 - 31-35 years old

Posted by silvershamen33
on January 31st, 2013 at 11:30 AM

For those of you who don't know, i am a Paranoid Schizophrenic. I used to have a friend here on EP month's ago. We would talk about the things that interested us the most ie. mental illness, Demonic possession, ghostly encounters, mass murder and so on. Our friendship ended rather ubruptly and so began a downward slope into insanity. One night, i was watching a music video to help pass the time. The video ended as our story begins. I was sat on the floor rocking back and forth in my isolation when i heard the voice that was to end my freedom. I quickly looked up at my laptop AND THERE SHE WAS. She introduced herself as Elsie, she told me that she was a Demon sent to talk to me. I could hear her words, see her image and so on. We had a long chat about things, she told me that i had to forget about the people that didnt really care about me and to live my life. She said that in order for me to be with her, i had to deafen myself with very loud music. This was when the crisis team were alerted. I hadnt been eating for weeks and became very weak. I was taken into a mental facility for observation that night. Elsie was still with me at that time and we would chat whilst "imprisoned". I was in that hell hole for 8 days but i played the game in order to get out early. I bathed, ate food and got on very well with the other inmates besically. Toward the end of my stay, a guy was taken in. He began to follow me very closely, watched me eat AND SCREAMED AT ME. He thought that i was the Devil out to get him and he went ape sh!t at me. They had to call security to wrestle him to the ground and that was when i phoned the police. The nurses said that there was nothing that they could do and that i had to deal with him but to hell with that, i phoned the law. I got out that very night and never looked back. Since that time, i am now on "depot" injections to help counter my Schizophrenia. Whenever i have Schizo outbursts i hide it through fear of going back into that hell hole. The End...........

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