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Caitlinsmith1636 - 18-21 years old - female

Posted by Caitlinsmith1636
on February 8th, 2013 at 10:17 PM

I just worry, that he will decide to find someone better, someone near him instead of trying to fight to get me, but what if he truly feels love for me? If he does then i am extremely happy. I love him with all of my being. What if he finds some one else? What if all my dreams get smashed just because i am not good enough? I wish i knew that he truly lives me and truly wants to stay with me forever. I just don't see why he would want to be with me when he could find someone so much better. It scares me because i love him sooooo much and i know he loves me but i am scared, what if he tires of me? What if he decides I'm not worth it? What if he loses love for me and gives up on me? I just love him soo deeply that i am horrified at the thought he could just throw me away if he wanted. I just don't know what to do. I don't want to ask him this because i think it would anger him. But i need to know, will he one day tire of me and find someone else to love? I hope and pray he stays loving me.

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  1. youngandwildandfree - 18-21 years old

    Posted by youngandwildandfree on February 8th, 2013 at 10:39 PM

    I developed an eating disorder because of a man I loved and was so terrified that I'd lose him, that I went to extremes to keep him... Or so I thought. I had similar feelings to you. I knew how wonderful he was and wasn't sure of myself and so I worked out wayyy too much to where it was unhealthy, didn't sleep, didn't eat, worked my butt off at my job and in college, all to prove that I was the right girl for him.

    You want to know what happened? He was a JERK. He did nothing but push me down farther than I ever thought I could feel. I honestly felt like I had died inside. He had his best friend ask me on a group date so that he could show me that he was dating someone else and rub it in my face. He also invited me on a vacation, and then just 2 days before the vacation told me I wasn't invited... And that he had invited another girl in my place.

    What did I learn from this? NEVER change yourself for anyone. Ever. EVER. Figure out who you are. Learn to love yourself. Give yourself a break, girl!! I wish I could give you a great big hug and tell you how beautiful and wonderful you are. Make sure you see yourself that way. Start seeing yourself as gorgeous and worth it NOW. Take good care of yourself. Sleep well, eat well, live well, pursue your dreams and full force. Do things you love. If this man is really the one true man that will love you forever like YOU want, then he will stick around. It's the perfect test to see if he's really worth it. Any guy who doesn't stick around doesn't mean that he's not a wonderful person, just not right for you!

    Hope it all works out for you. :)

    One more thing: Seriously... Never change yourself for any guy. Okay? Please please don't.

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    Reply by An EP User Apr 19th, 2015 at 11:05AM

  3. Caitlinsmith1636 - 18-21 years old - female

    Reply by Caitlinsmith1636 Feb 8th, 2013 at 10:43PM

    Thank you, i am not changing my self. I just worry a lot. Thank you for sharing that with me though. I hate that guy treated you like that. I bet your a great and amazing person, but regardless no one should be treated that way.


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