Posted by Anonymous
on February 14th, 2013 at 7:19 AM
I always have. I probably always will. But we're not together now. We're in the same place. I haven't seen you. I haven't wanted to. I thought it would be weird. But the longer I go without seeing or talking to you, the more I miss you. I really do. I know I pushed you away, but it's only because you're married. I wish I didn't feel like I had to stay away from someone in a relationship, but it's my conscience. I have one, and it often gets in the way of temptation and pleasure. Maybe that's what it's there for. I don't think I want to be friends. I don't think I'd be able to automatically switch to a non-romantic orientation toward you. Maybe it's a problem, maybe it's a gift, but all I can do is love you. And you'll never be able to receive it, but I'll always feel it. You really did a number on me.
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