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Posted by Anonymous
on February 14th, 2013 at 11:59 PM

That no matter what I do, everyone in my life enjoys making me feel like $h it.
Tried to once again do something for my mom. Took her an expensive box of candy. I was told to leave it in the garage. No call to thank me. Nothing.
I feel so stupid and hurt. I am to blame for trying and hoping.

V Day was nothing, but I didn't expect anything. My relationship is ending but I did buy them something. Again..I felt stupid.

I sit here wondering why 2 of my closest friends are pushing me away. I guess I know. But it still hurts SO bad.

Everyone seems to enjoy the pain they inflict, or maybe the reality is they don't enjoy it, they just don't care.

I have cried myself numb tonight. At least I am exhausted and maybe I can sleep.

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  1. DivinaRuh - 22-25 years old - female

    Posted by DivinaRuh on February 15th, 2013 at 12:08 AM

    Alot of people just care about themselves and it's quite pathetic.

    Now I do not know your age, so if you're still living with your parents or parent, then get a job, save up and move out. Nobody who continuously hurts you is worth your time. Start fresh and move on and hopefully one day they will realize the wrongs they did.

    Everything seems to be happening at once and that is definitely overwhelming, but try to just take each situation one by one.

    Those gifts you bought are replaceable, your life isn't. Only YOU have the power to change things around you for the benefit of you. Yes, sometimes you can't change things, but that's life.

    Maybe you should try seeing a professional and talking to them about things that are going on, It really helps! :)

    Good-luck, and I'm here if you need me!

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  2. Anonymous

    Reply by An EP User Apr 26th, 2015 at 4:21PM

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