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chuzan - 36-40 years old - male

Posted by chuzan
on February 17th, 2013 at 2:44 PM

Ive had one of the worst days in a long time with noise intolerance and depression I was doing so well and thought after 30yrs I finally was level and stronger ive spent days giving advice to younger people now I feel like im a fraud. 
Im tired im sick off fighting I cant do this anymore to any of my circle of friends dont listern to me how can you when I cant helpmyself 
Havnt fully decided what imgoing to do but i no i cant keep this up anymore im allready dead inside

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  1. lilylilyrose - 56-60 years old - female

    Posted by lilylilyrose on February 17th, 2013 at 2:48 PM

    I can really relate to the noise intolerance- actually never thought of giving it a name before- but I really have it badly

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  2. chuzan - 36-40 years old - male

    Reply by chuzan Feb 17th, 2013 at 2:54PM

    Today my daughter 6 had her friend thats 6 over for sleepover and the noise was making me wantt to scream and pull my skin of but its anything like some one chewing things to loud its torture and cant ecape it causes paniic attacks and makes my depression treble


  3. AmbigousIntentions - 31-35 years old - male

    Posted by AmbigousIntentions on February 17th, 2013 at 2:49 PM

    As hard as it mya seem. let your setbacks be a force for good. You can help others. Ill be real. Its easier to help others than help yuorself. i ahve the same problem. Its our setbacks that make us a reat prson to counsel and confide in. They also make us more tolerent, understanding and more empathetic to others. You and I we arent frauds, we are real peaople with faults like anyone. please dont stop now :). Much love and blessins

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  4. lilylilyrose - 56-60 years old - female

    Posted by lilylilyrose on February 17th, 2013 at 2:58 PM

    oh i can really relate to that feeling of wanting to scream and pull your skin. It can mak me feel out of control and crazy. My kids are grown now, but when they were young, sometimes I had to go sit outdoors for a few minutes to get away from the noise. Now I am living too close to neighbors and every noise they makes upsets me. Have you tried noise-cancelling headphones? They work a little bit. Good luck today- sometimes I do laundry just to drown out noise. It's hard to parent.

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  5. chuzan - 36-40 years old - male

    Reply by chuzan Feb 17th, 2013 at 3:01PM

    Its not just that if you read my stories I been through enough


  6. tinkerbell2067 - 41-45 years old - female

    Posted by tinkerbell2067 on February 18th, 2013 at 5:28 AM

    Hey some of your friends here do care. Some of us are going through the same chaos you are. Your feelings about wife, going through same thing with my so called husband. I am here for you.

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