I had a secret life when ...

I had a secret life when I was younger.

I was in the wrong crowd. I became a prostitute and enjoyed it because of the loads of money I made. I was blind and did not see clearly what laid ahead for me. Night after night we had frivolous parties with men and we had a lot of fun during that times.

I became mostly drunk to enjoy the time with men I had. And they became countless and I became never sober.

Today I am a reborn looking back on the life I had, I feel remorse. Some would think I must feel disgusted, by I am not. What i feel is that everybody learn through the stages that they have, the choices that they made in life. I am very glad/happy that I am reborn.