Register

Post a Confession

ThoseInterpreted's Confessions

Search
  • ThoseInterpreted - 13-15 years old - female

    Talk about Bullying

    from School confessions

    I'm not exactly the BRAVEST person on earth, and my self esteem is lower than an archaebacteria, and I have a nack for well...hating myself, with a passion.But today wasn't the best...of many...I brought my rifle home today, and through school, today in lunch i was playing with it, and tossing it (i'm in colorguard, with band and stuff?) and everyone around me was egging me on to drop it, and they started throwing acorns at me (i was outside) then this boy, who'se not very nice, told me i was a rifle *****..which confused me, but...you know....that's what insults do...yeah, everyone around me was making fun of me, and then some popular chick came ut to watch me and i dropped it infront of he… [more]

    Vote up! 1

    By: ThoseInterpreted | Comments 4

  • ThoseInterpreted - 13-15 years old - female

    Since Day 1

    from Venting confessions

    I'm honestly a very paranoid person, I always fear that something bad will happen to me (again). And it doesn't help when you've lived with a monster who's forced you to run from everything. And if you don't, he abuses you..in every fashion. So I sort of crew up a coward.The thing I've most been afraid of was the concept of "Love" the reason consists of recalling an unhappy childhood. But This monster eventually left my childhood, and returned as a particular alter by the name of Fear. (at that point in time i didn't think it was an alter or even remotely related to DID, i actually was nearly deadset on losing my entire sanity) He tormented me, like a voice going off in your head, telling yo… [more]

    Vote up! 2

    By: ThoseInterpreted | Comments 3

  • ThoseInterpreted - 13-15 years old - female

    Just a Liar at Heart, Aren't I?

    from Venting confessions

    I was talking to a friend with DID yesterday, and they asked me questions about how I thought I had DID, things like what I remembered, how I found signs, if I'd been to a professional.I explained everything I could. I told them that I have never been sure that I had DID, I knew I was afraid and confused when I tried to figure everything out. I'm still afraid and confused. They told me that I could be clinging to the diagnosis for reassurance, that I might be making everything up and pretending to be something I'm not.I realized that I lie to myself so much already, I try to justify what's wrong, find something to lead me...and I end up leading myself into caves. I probably lied to myself ab… [more]

    Vote up! 1

    By: ThoseInterpreted | Comments 2

  • ThoseInterpreted - 13-15 years old - female

    i don't know.........

    from Venting confessions

    orrigionally i was going to make light of the situation because i could have. see, some people don't think that 2 alters can both partially control the body, well, they can, hence our twins, Toro and Torus. last night Fear was playing around and he took control of my left arm and started fingering me....i didn't like it of course, but it wasn't near as bad as this morning. I was only half awake, and barely that and he took control of my left arm. while we sleep we are a little more lenient when it comes to controlling who's there, because it doesn't really matter at night, i happened to be in control at that point in time. but since i'm the one who takes the beating for Big Sis, it isn't … [more]

    Vote up! 1

    By: ThoseInterpreted | Comments 2

  • ThoseInterpreted - 13-15 years old - female

    should i be concernicus?

    from Family confessions

    well, i was laying in my bed earlier, and my brother came in then he started jacking with his pants and i was like "BRO! NO ************!!" then he tells me he's going to 'snail' me? and i'm like "what???" THEN he says something about prostrating, and i'm like "WOAH" then he got ontop of me and just like, layed there.he just layed there and then he left to go put dishes up and before he left he said "if you do anything, i'll rape you" and i was like "what?" now, my brother is 11, and he's tiny, i couldn't beat him up if i REALLY wanted to, but...i don't want my brother to end up like that!! and i CERTAINLY don't want him to rape me or anything.now, see, i think it's the influence of a little… [more]

    Vote up! 1

    By: ThoseInterpreted | Comments 2

  • ThoseInterpreted - 13-15 years old - female

    I can't.....I just can't do it anymore....

    from Venting confessions

    I can't control that...that THING, Fear....he's back and he comes outside now, he insulted my friend...he's using everything against us now, it's like i'm his toy, and he just makes up a story and forces me to follow it!it's been two nights since...my nightmare, and he's twisting my mind inside out! i have to make him stop, i have to do something to make him stop being...doing, what he's.....i can't even say the damned words anymore. he's making my life even more a hell than what it was, i wake up crying now...and it hurts...all of this hell hurts! my mind, my heart, even my body. it all is driving me to my wits end....i just can't do it anymore, mother and father figure are pretending like … [more]

    Vote up! 1

    By: ThoseInterpreted | Comments 2

  • ThoseInterpreted - 13-15 years old - female

    I'm probably not anyone important

    from Venting confessions

    Hello, It's wonderful to meet you, I really don't have a name, not yet, but that's fine with me.I've been thinking, I don't understand why the other alters are not aware of themselves. They know they are real, and they know of their memories, but the don't understand the weight of their existance.Just a few moments ago, I spoke to a girl, about my sister, Destiny. The two remind me of eachother. They are both blind, fumbling, looking for something they don't have. Destiny doesn't see that she is helpless and alone, she claims she is strong but she is alone and afraid. Nomatter how she views herself, the truth is that she is only lying to herself, as much as anyone else.The other girl, is sim… [more]

    Vote up! 2

    By: ThoseInterpreted | Comments 2

  • ThoseInterpreted - 13-15 years old - female

    Proof?

    from Venting confessions

    I don't know what to believe, I tend to backtrack everything I learn.Because most of the time I'm not right.But how can I not be right here? About this right now? How am I not supposed to know, how do I not mistake this?I read and reread comments and conversations, from so long ago, like timebombs they bring the questions into view.I never know what to do, because I take into account other people's views.I never had anyone tell me what was wrong with me, not a friend, not a therapist, not a complete stranger.I figured it out all by myself, and through hell I went to do so.I remember every second of it, vividly. But people confuse me, asking so many questions, that I don't always know, I'm no… [more]

    Vote up! 1

    By: ThoseInterpreted | Comments 1

  • ThoseInterpreted - 13-15 years old - female

    the ONLY thing...

    from Venting confessions

    i only want somebody who's qualified...i just want to know what's wrong.i know something is wrong. i know somehow we're broken.i want to know why and how and what happened, because nothing makes sense, none of this makes sense at all...i hate that nobody cares enough to take the initiative to help us, not our parents, not anyone.they sit there and tell us we're idiots, claim we're only asking for attention.I DON'T WANT ATTENTION, I WANT HELPnot you to tell me i'm asking for attention.not you to i made it all up.not you to claim this is all some confabulation i created in some twisted dream.i want somebody who can tell me what's wrong, i want evidence, not definitions.i want to know what's wr… [more]

    Vote up! 2

    By: ThoseInterpreted | Comments 1

  • ThoseInterpreted - 13-15 years old - female

    I Wonder

    from Health confessions

    So, recently, we gained a beautiful new sibling, she's really sweet her name is Faithe Liane.The only problem is I'm worried about her...She just doesn't seem....right.She's had a bad past, and it affects her, in the long run, but she doesn't respond to, well, nearly anything.She's really quiet and when she does speak its because she doesn't want to be hurt. But she's VERY smart, especially at math for her age (8 3/4) but she's near catatonic when it comes to public places, she just stares blankly at people like they are all insane.I don't know, I'm probably just worrying too much about nothing, oh well...~Destiny… [more]

    Vote up! 1

    By: ThoseInterpreted | Comments 1

Post A New Confession

Browse More Confessions

All Confessions Random Confession Post a Confession

By Category

Embarrassing Confessions Family Confessions Friend Confessions Humor Confessions
Health Confessions Love Confessions Revenge Confessions School Confessions
Venting Confessions Work Confessions Off Topic Confessions Everything Else
Sex Confessions

By Reactions

Funny Confessions Inspirational Confessions Sad Confessions Angry Confessions
Sympathetic Confessions