I was in a large urban city, on an elevated highway, and I had a mission to assassinate a man using a rocket launcher. I was driving down the road, and I seem to recall being chased by the police, and then I saw my target down bellow on the street. So I pulled over, got out of the car with the rocket launcher, and I aimed and fired at the man. Suddenly, time slowed down, and I saw as the rocket flew through the air, but the man kept on moving normally and I missed him by a huge margin.
At that moment I knew I had failed my mission, and that soon I would be caught and taken by the authorities to be interrogated and eventually killed. I had one very, very clear thought in that moment, and that was this; I have to kill myself, and I have to do it now.
So I jumped off the side of the elevated highway, and somehow found myself in harmony school. Out of no where, Lauren came up to me and said "Oh my god Martin, you are in SO MUCH TROUBLE." And I ran with that same thought, that overwhelming need and urgency to commit suicide. And I ran out of the building and into the woods, which turned into a forest with lots of small and still watered ponds. And I was running as fast as I could, and never in a straight line, and I knew that my pursuers were right behind me.
And then, I was standing at the edge of one of these large ponds, and I had a rock in my hand. And I looked at the water, and I looked at the rock, and I knew simply and placidly what I had to do. And I did it. I took the rock in both of my hands, and with all of the strength I could muster I smashed myself in the head with it. And I experienced death just briefly before waking up.
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