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|  Somehow am over my ex boyfriend and am kind of seeing a married pastor when I found out on facebook that my ex was dying in the hospital. I didn't get any details about how it happened, but I wanted to be there with him. By a miracle I got some time off of work. I was In shock, and on the outside I seemed indifferent but on the inside I was dying, I was crying I couldn't think straight I was extremely emotional. My new love interest came with me since he is a christian pastor his wife wanted him to support me, I couldn't or probably didn't wanted to talk to anyone. My ex now lives in Florida with his new girlfriend and son. As soon as I step foot on the airplane I started weeping uncontrollably. Tears poured out heavy. I couldn't hear anyone and the pastor comfort me but I felt the presence of god thru him saying everything was going to be ok. Once we landed in Florida we went straight to the hospital and I saw all of his family and friends crying and I hear the doctor saying there's no hope that they didn't know if he ever was going to wake up from the coma and if he did he was not going to be the same he had suffer a lot of brian damage, someone would always have to look after him he wasn't going to be the same; that's when everyone in his family notice me and asked who I was, I told them I came to say my peace to him and I was an old friend and brought a pastor to pray for him. They allowed me to go in there. I just stood their in the middle of the hospital room in dead silence not knowing what to do. I was there what seemed forever. I saw his family and friends say their goodbyes and prayers it seemed unreal to me. After several hours of weeping his new girlfriend came to me answer said you really need to go and talk to him, go be with him he needs you; I didn't know what to think but I had enough courage to get close to him and I just started pour my heart out to him said things I never dream of saying before, I begged him not to leave me, I told him I loved him I have always loved him and that I always will love him, how I regret not telling him not to leave me that I meant to say to stay I need you in my life. I regret all the hurtful thing I wrote him and the last hurtful and painful conversation we had. That I was miserable without him, that I couldn't and would never find someone like him. All I ever wanted was for him to be truly happy. My tears fell from my face to his arm and I lean close to him to kiss him when he all of a sudden woke up from his coma and started talking with me, to the memory of my first birthday with him. He had high fever, but it was the pastor and me the only ones that saw that, I told them but they were in disbelief, I kept telling myself am not crazy am not crazy he talked to me. Everyone to turns except me I stayed with him the whole entire time. I lost weight I didn't sleep I didn't eat. BUt I was okay I was finally with him and I knew he loved me too. His new girlfriend came and said I belief you because if I would of just let him go he would still be here but not with me but you, I was confused, she said he broke up with me because he is still in love with you, he was coming to California to be with you. But we got into a fight and said said things I really didn't mean. She said he loves you. I cried and prayed that everything happens for a reason. He would wake up from the coma and everyone believed me. He was still in critical condition, he kept vomiting and regretting the meds. The pastor was still there by my side and in all of this he also confessed his love for me, how he wanted to take care of me how I had a great heart. We kissed and I felt it I.was in love with him too, I loved my ex and loved this pastor. My heart was beating faster, I was confused. Which one to choose???? Part of my heart was saying him and the other my ex. I chose my ex and I could see the pastors heart break; and it broke my heart too.
Am so glad it was just a dream but I woke up confused and it seem so vivid. I got scared and prayed for everyone in my dream, but now am just wondering what it meant??? |
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