I Battle With Suicidal Thoughts Stories of Experiences

I have attempted suicide several times and have always failed. I am hoping that this time will be different and it will all be over. I have noone to talk to and nowhere to turn for help so I am just giving up.

I never thought I'd find myself this far down,so alone..broken..lost..miserable and hopeless.. blinded by my so many heavy tears and weighed down by every faliure and pain ,which way to run to, where to go and who to run too.. I tryed...

Please don't hurt yourself, stay strong ❤
You are worth more than that number on the scales, those nasty names they call you. You have so many reasons to live and it may not seem like it but somebody out there is dying to see that...

First thing I need to say is this is a cry for help.
I'm not depressed I'm just desperate for a solution. I'm not an attention seeker I just want to talk it out with someone.
I've planed to live a happy life so that's what I'm going for...

I cant get outside my own head. I just want the thoughts to stop. I cant sleep Ive lost my job, I have no money rent is late. There is no point. Im completely lost and just want to drowned in my own sick head.

I feel as though I am stuck in a rut. That life especially my life is pointless. I feel as though the world is a cruel place and if you can’t keep up you will be eaten alive. I figured that you are going to die sooner or later why...

I'm 18 years old. I have been suffering from depression for a few years now, but back then I didn't know what it was. I recently got friendly with a girl and my depression started to get worse and I started having suicidal thoughts. She...

i have never tried a web site or hotline or really anything so here we go im 20yrs old and since a very young age i have always feared death but in my early teens life got hard suicide became something that crossed my mind frequently...

I don’t know why I feel this way. Perhaps it’s just a manifestation of my being a miserable git??

I have a constant feeling of self worthlessness. Why am I even here? Am I a coward for persevering, or a hero for trying? I do know...

I have attempted suicide three times in my life, each time with an overdose. the first time i chickened out, the second, i threw everything up, and the third my friend came at just the right time to drag me across the street to the...

I guess I have always "battled" here and there with these thoughts but never so much as lately. Whereas it used to be once every so often, it is now more often that not! I know WHY I have these thoughts...they are linked to feeling...

After a long battle with of many emotions many of which I wanted to die . I now can put a knife to wrist n have the thought to just pull and not care. battle with these thoughts everyday , this scares me that i could do something...

I came to this page-not because I am contemplating suicide-but to help everyone who is. I am 20 years old, I live with my family in Northern Michigan. I may be young, but I have seen all to well what this world does to truly good people...

No one understands. So much family death recently, so much anxiety, so alone. I hate me for who i've become. I can't think straight, I can't seem to do anything right anymore. Every single fucking day, I try and try to just make it...