I Am Crying On the Inside Stories of Experiences

Well my baby turned 10 on tuesday, the first birthday with just mummy and no daddy, by god it was hard...but I did it! I didnt cry, she was over the moon with her pressies and the rest of the week has been a jumbled chaos, I am working...

she goes to the only safe place,
little does she know it's hurting her more
she stands in the bathroom mirror
hating everything she sees
guess what?
that girls me...

And right now, I feel like I will start to cry any minute. I don't want to, but I feel like i'm about too.

Depression makes me forget the world. Depression makes me sick, what does depression give me?
I'm so far gone you wouldn't even know so far gone I won't even show. I'm too far gone you can't help me. So far gone, I wish you could...

i was different from the way i was born. i have left sided hemiplegia. thats what makes me different from everyone else. i know my family hates me, even though they dont show it, i know they do, i know they wish they had a normal...

For the past few days now, it seems like all I can ever really do is cry, internally and on the out. Deep within, all I ever do is cry, so on the out, I look very stressed, tired, etc. I try my best not to cry on the out, at least not...

I know it`s not ok, but it`s all I can do. My silent hidden tears.
By your rules I have to be strong, I have to be an example, I have to be "normal", I have to be happy no matter what and take what life gives me with a smile on my face...

Ever sit up in your bed and you start crying for no reason? The one lonely tear slowly trickling down your cheek. To be completely happy in minute then completely lonely in the next. The feeling that just takes over your body when...

You gently sit on the side of my bed, I'm fast asleep what i wouldnt give to see a glimpse of my Father. You sat and caught my tears and when my hart was broken in pieces you mend it together again with yout gentle voice you consoled me...

When I close my eyes I rember asclearly as if it was yesterday every moment we where together but I rember every painful memory we were apart. With only my tears as my witness to those nights I longed for you. I could feel your heart...

My eyes are throbbing and my heart feels like it beats despite me.   My thoughts are hooked right into the well-formed path from head to burn center of my heart.  How did this happen?  How could this happen to someone who has very...

I love him,i always have and always will...but now his gone forever..and now im lost as hell...iv never had anybody..until he came along...and today his gone forever..oh what the hell..i miss his touch..i miss his kisses...maybe its all...

That's what my therapist called my "condition"... Situational depression. First time I'd heard that term. Apparently it means I'm a moderately happy person who gets overly sad when something happens in my life, such as my "ex" moving...

When I cry on the outside, it's so horrible to my own ears that I can't take that horrid, horrid sound. I'm crying on the inside because I'm so happy on the outside and I have no where to put my sadness but only in my heart, in my mind...

Dear All, 

Today I want to share my story with you. 

On june 18th(2010), my mum suffered from a severe stroke, she has been suffering from left-side paralysis ever since. After being in the hospital for quite a while she...

No one can see when you r crying inside. Nobody knows. Nobody cares. No matter how close they stand, they are blind to see.Even if they could... Would they care? would they ask. why? Cause I dont belong here...

Hebst/Vinternoll
Song: Vinternoll2 – Kent
Feelings: Unwanted longing
 
And they say that a day can feel like a year in longing. I say that it feels like years of my life have gone by in your lack of presence. Watching Fall...

Not too long ago...I severed the connections between the lives of mine and my ex. I love her I do. But I am of no use, I know I will never be important to her again. And with that I finally freed her and myself. And I did so with the...

I used to cry everyday. It's more like once a week, now.

But it's better, better when I cry. I feel alive when I cry.

I don't know how I always pull off being 'okay'. Coz I'm screaming inside. Screaming and crying...

These silent tears are what no one can see, or for that matter, even begin to comprehend.
As I go through my every day life, I can't believe that everyone is so oblivious to this overwhelming amount of hurt that I carry inside of me...