I Have Bulimia Stories of Experiences (Page 5)

I had been struggling with this stupid thing for about 6 years. Last year I decided to quit and hadn't done it for almost 20 months (I haven't gained even a single pound, instead I lost some after being recovered) ! However, I did it...

I have been struggling with bulimia for about 10 years now. I started when I was about 20 years old and, back then, it was a way for me to have control. I was in an emotionally/physically abusive realtionship. I would turn to food for...

I used to binge. 7th and 8th grade were hard for me so I would eat my feelings. Only really bad, high in fat and sugar, junk food. I would hide wrappers and empty pop cans anywhere id think no one would find them and I let them build up...

I'm 16 and I guess i've been bulimic (although i don't actually binge, i just purge after meals) for just under two years, but i can't remember when it actually started. I'm not a crisis case or anything and i only really realised it...

I got drunk yesterday, like really really badly and I think I told everyone, even if I didn't tell them I think they caught on. I remember talking about throwing up to be skinny and how much calories in alcohol and talking about bulimic...

A few questions for anyone! I have been bulimic for going on three years now. I've done the whole outpatient treatment with a dietician, doctor, and therapist for a little over a year now. Thankfully I haven't had any serious medical...

The first time I purged was almost a year ago. It was a February night out with my family and I had been on a secret diet for a couple of months. I had already lost 20 lbs when I approached my new method for coping. I had eaten my...

i am 31 and i really dont know what or why it happens. i love food but its my worst enemy. i had a very painfull and not very nice time with a brother and cousin (sexual abuse)but food as never an issue , this was until i was in...

hi, i am 27 years old and developed an eating disorder two years ago. it started after i had my daughter, i lost 26 kg from walking working out and eating healthy. but once i got to my goal weight i got really scared ide gain it back as...

I stumbled on this sight after sitting here more or less spending the whole day binge eating and purging. I am hoping that sharing my experience now honestly will free me from this painful cycle of self abuse. My life has become empty...

So I've been balemia for years, and I really want this to go away but it won't. I started purging when I was 8, now I'm 24 and I really need to stop this but it's so hard. Last night I totally binged and felt like crap, but I didn't...

I've finally relized I have a very serious problem that could end up killing me. I always denied the bulimia as a problem as I didn't do it ALL the time, but for the past few months when I moved in by myself my life has spiraled into...

Hi. I´m 25 years old and I´ve been on/off bulimic for years, probably started in highschool. In university it wasn´t too bad, but after I graduated it got ¨worse.¨ I never thought it was a big problem. I´ve never been too...

Ever since my fiancé asked me to be his I haven’t purged . We have been engaged since December.25th, 2012. I’m 17, and I will be 18 on Aug.26th, 2013. My fiancé will be 18 April 10th, 2013. We live in different states  . I live...

I remember when I was 12 I went to a private school so we were always in uniform. I never paid much attention to my weight until the day I decided to go to pizza with a group of friends and we wore regular clothes. It was probably the...

Bulimia follows me everywhere I go. It's always with me. Even in my dreams it haunts me. Every night I dream about binging and purging. Sometimes in my dream, I binge like crazy, then I can't purge it... Then I wake up feeling relieved...

I'm depressed, there's no doubt. My counselor thinks I might have manic-depressive disorder (bipolar). When I'm depressed, a lot of times I'm left alone.
I've told my mom about being depressed, and at times she leaves me alone with it...

Is it just me or do You automatically feel sick when you eat now? Like you don't need to force yourself it just happens? I just had some orange juice and my parents are forcing me to eat and my stomach is turning :$

I developed bulimia last year in January of 2012. The first time I purged was outside behind my dad's shed. I remember I ate two slices of supreme pizza and lots of french fries. I felt so fat and useless because I only had close to 500...

Hi, Im 20 years old. I have never struggled with anything like this before. I always used to be a bigger girl, then for about 6 months now Ive become really healthy exercising daily, and eating well. I was strong, motivated, and...