I Am a Lesbian Married to a Man Stories of Experiences

I find it interesting that she makes me play this role....and that she lets me do it...almost as if she is desperate for a mommy figure in her own life...it is just weird that she is 50 and here I am playing the mommy role in a lesbian...

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Simple intro. about myself. I am a gay man. Age 27. Chinese. Living in Malaysia (state- Selangor). I been thinking about my future a lot. Imagining the family and future that i would like to have. Going out of the closet is...

She is a married woman in love with another woman
She chose the life she currently lives
I cannot help her with her problems
She is never going to make a serious attempt to change her circumstances
She won't leave her husband
And if...

Think clearly now
You just want to use me as an escape
You just want to fall into my arms and disappear
Vanish from the life you know with your husband and kids that drags you down
But what happens after making love?
Would you have the...

Ugh, things are not going well for me. My husband confessed how hard my admission of being gay has been on him.  To see the pain on his face and in his voice tears me to pieces.  I feel like a selfish, horrible person.  Why couldn't...

Since I am 13yrs old, I always know I have been attracted to girls more than boys. Boys don’t really interest me and I only admire girls. Due to social norm, I have tried to date some boys but those relationships don’t last because...

Where to start? I married my husband very young. I was 18 when I moved in with this man I had only met once (& talked to for over a year afterwards). I had just gotten out of state custody & was looking for a way out. I was living with...

I can no longer be this person, I want to come out to people but I'm so afraid of how I will be treated, I am married, I care about him but I don't love him
Problem with me is now we sleep separately for almost a year now,
my escape...

Yeah it took some time to realize it but in the end I kinda feel like I already knew just didn't want to admit it. I really hate that I have dragged her on like this but on a way I have to thank her because she gave me the strength to...

Been awhile!!!
So I have moved out and moved on!!!
I am getting a divorce from the man, I have come out to 90 percent of my family and the world did not end!!
They were not surprised-go figure
They love me for me and are not judging...

im 39, been married almost 20 years with 3 boys, although not perfect, we had a happy and loving life. i love my husband to death and he accepts me for who i am, he was there when i was confused and unsure of what i was searching for...

I left my husband but why do I feel so guilty. I don't love him like I'm supposed to. He told me I'm going thru a mid life crisis. Then called me every name in the book. I don't understand why he would want me after knowing I don't love...

I am married for a year but I am really a lesbian ive known for so long but felt like I had to conform to way of life. I was desperate for love so slept about abit with men.. I have now been married for a year with a baby. I want more...

I'm so happy to have found this website. I'm married to the best husband you can ever wish for. He's kind, supportive and loves me so much. We've been married for 7 years and together for 9. He was my first proper boyfriend and the...

There's this girl...she tortures me and doesn't know it. In my mind I think: Don't be nice to me. Don't smile and joke around with me. Don't jokingly push me over. You're touch bruises my heart. I'm wounded for days. Leave me alone...

I am supposed to be doing my homework. I find very little time to try to fit in homework. Going to school fulltime and working 60 hour weeks and raising four children is tough. But I cant get this morning out of my head. So i thought...

I have been married to my husband for five years, the last two years have been awful...he sleeps in a different room. I have had a serious relationship with a woman for the last year and couple months. I need advice as to what I...

Living in a marriage and being lesbian was not the problem being married to a negative man who was bitter and narrow minded and refused to even try and understand that I was not doing things on purpose to make his life hard. He had his...

I am a lesbian! I spent 15 years of my life with women. It had nothing to do with sex, it was more about not wanting feel alone as well as hatred for the male species! The first cheated, the second cheated, then I had a son with the...

I am a 46 year old mother of 2 sons, married for over 22 years. Last fall I began a friendship with a female coworker but from the beginning I knew my feelings for her ran so much deeper than friendship - I felt I had known her forever...