I Cut Myself Stories of Experiences

When I look down at my scars, I feel the pain I felt when I first slid that razor across my skin.

what is wrong with me, i cant stop cutting, i love the feeling. I know i need help but i dont know why i cant go get help. All i do is think about my life now and about my past and i get so mad and upset that i strat cutting. I have got...

Today I was hanging out with my best friend and some of her guys friends and I was wearing a tank top exposing my scars. My friend doesn't know I cut. But I saw her staring at my arm. I feel so guilty and I'm starting to regret so much...

It has been 8 months since the last time I did this. Would have been longer but like many times before I couldn't stop myself. The desire is still there but I know deep done inside I don't need to do this anymore. Kickboxing helps me...

This past October I was just crying and crying... I saw kids in movies cut themselves so I thought It wasn't a big deal. I went down to my brothers room and took a knife... I cut my wrist more than 20 times that night. I didn't do it...

My breasts. I cut them mostly because no one will find out. The only person I worry about finding out is my best friend. We take baths together and get dressed in front of each other. Guess I'll just have to be careful around her. It's...

My life sucks @ss most of the time. A few days ago I messaged online both of my best friends about my phone dying, and me not coming to school. Neither of them answered, and one of them even posted a status, so I know that she had to...

This is hella embarrassing. I don’t know why I had to do it on my damn forearms where they’d be noticeable. Idiot. Well, truthfully, I guess it’s that I never thought I’d live this long. I never thought I’d make it to May so I...

Ive always been messed with and bullied, since i was little, starting with my brother, basically from the time i could understand what he was saying. I didnt discover cutting till i was 11... but i loved it.. it became an everyday thing...

I cut myself. I have done it a bunch of times. When I started I was like if this hurts I wont do it again—but it didn’t hurt. I don’t know if that’s not normal but after that I decided that I could control it. That I would only...

I feel like im going back to my old habits of cutting and i dont know if i want to stop or not. Im 20 now, I started cutting when i was 11 and stopped when i was 16. Stopping was one of the hardest things i had to do but i did it after...

i cut myself not only for the joy of the pain that pulls me away from this horrible world but also for the joy of the blood, i love blood, it's so beautiful and tastes pretty good too. I do not feel guilt when i cut because it is my...