I Am Depressed Stories of Experiences

I'm a 16 year old boy ....
I used to have 'A's all the way....
It all started when I was diagnosed. Having bipolar disorder back then when I was 13.
I started cutting secretly , nobody ever knew . I never went to my doctor again...

Okay I just want to share you guys about this. I recently searched this kind of personality types and I definitely found this particular personality that really fits me as me (or you maybe). So I found out I have melancholy personality...

Shopping is loathsome because spending several hours trying on dress after dress that doesn't fit and standing in front of mirrors all afternoon feeling generally nasty looking is rather unpleasant and depressing after awhile, and by...

No one really understands the way I am. Nor do I blame them for it, my life is too complicated to understand. My earliest memories of my life is blurry, in the sense that I had terrible vision & never knew what the world looked like. It...

I feel strange and whatever. I can't shake the bad feeling. Sad and shit. I don't know why. I just am. I don't have anyone to talk to really. Only have someone to talk to on this website. It can't be the past that's bugging me. I've...

I'm just so unhappy and I don't know why. I think about destroying this life I made up for myself and being alone.
I'm in a relationship. When I'm away from him I am unhappy and want to break up with him. When I see him in person he...

At some point I had it.. The IT factor.. I would get girls checking me out or liking me or at least interested in various situations... I don't know what it was... I feel like now that I have a full time job I have not kept up on #1...

Long ago I some how gained 30lbs of muscle... My body became wider and filled out everywhere... I was husky but it was all solid muscle and build... When I walked into the first place I saw a girls face instantly look at me with...

"Spend ur time on those that love u unconditionally, dont waste it on those that only love u when the conditions r right for them".... What if that how ur marrage is and theres nothing u can do about it?

I've been feeling down the past two days I've held myself back from crying.. But today I just couldnt I even cried at school! (which i really hate! ) when i got back home I cried more! Because there's nothing that makes me happy at...

I'm so depressed I don't know what to do anymore I feel like giving up I try so hard and get nothing. I just don't see the point in living anymore all I want is someone to talk to but its obvious people don't want anything to do with me...

I AM DEPRESSED AND ALWAYS IN A CONFUSED STAGE.I CAN'T MAKE ANY DECISIONS ON MY OWN .AND I AM SCARED TO GO OUT AND HAVE FUN.I AM ALWAYS UNCOMFORTABLE WITH SOCIAL SITUATIONS.I DON'T KNOW THE EXACT REASON FOR MY FEAR .BUT I AM JUST SCARED...

I've been in a constant battle with depression since I was about 16 years old and I've been to therapists, therapy groups for depression and anxiety and am even on medications to help. Through all of this I always found it hard to fully...

She wants the world. She wants to grab it and hold it in her hands and throw it to the ground with as much strength as she has in her little body. She wants to watch it shatter into a million pieces as the world hits the floor. The...

You think you can trust someone. So you open up, and tell them everything. Then they take everything out of context and use it against you. Use it to try and turn the closest person to you against you. I am 15. I have suffered from...

Sometimes I just have these thoughts. These...awful hateful thoughts. They do scare me at times but feel right at others. From self-loathing to hating anyone and everyone around me. I haven't always been like this and looking back I was...

Damn im fucking 16 living under depression and so much stress. But why? Could it be that fact that im so fucking alone? I feel helpless and empty. Mom dont have time to listen dad dont qive a fuck bout me and wat goes on brother never...

Every morning I put on a mask to hide all emotion. I smile at the people that I know just to tell them that I'm alive even if I'm not. I try to laugh at every chance to try to stop the flow of never ending tears at night. I have...

NO;CAN'T.

Im home alone, and i can feel the Self hate spiraling around me.
it angers me! why am i fucking like this !

To my dear EP: i have beaten my depression.
One of my favorit things in the world is making people smile. If any of you are...