I Am Bulimic and Anorexic Stories of Experiences

Hi. I'm almost 14, my height is 162cm and I weigh 36 kg. I'm not sure if I'm anorexic or if I'm just starting to be. But I never vomit - I prefer starving. I eat around 400 calories during week days. On weekends and holidays, I eat...

We are looking for people in Southern CA for a new documentary-style show about people who do not want to end up like their parents. We need men/women 19-27 who have started to exhibit some behavior they have "inherited" from their...

People keep worrying about my food choices... At lunch, my friends yell at me because I'm not eating enough. When I do give in and eat the food that they are pushing at me, I just go and throw it up anyways. They don't know that. No...

You weren't there for me when I was most troubled,
When the scars on my wrists rapidly doubled,
One tiny gram I was terrified to gain,
My smile hides my horrible pain,
And because you still don't seem to care,
I have put a noose around...

I just want to be lovely
beautiful
I hate my body
I hate fat..

I've been suffering from Bulimia for a while now, I haven't told anyone about it too which is making it way worse by the way, lately every time I even look at food I tell myself it's okay to eat it because I'm going to throw it up 10...

Day 1 of none purging or binging tomorrow I'm so afraid of having a set back but hope I get through .

I started dieting at 19 and for the next 2 years I lowered my intake and became anorexic and weighing from 7-6 stone I'm 5,8 and at the time I wanted to look normal. I had previously been 13-14 stone at 16. I managed to start eating...

I am starting tomorrow, after six months of release ! shame on me but now i know i' can't without this or "her". of If you would like to join we can email or text. With support I think we will get through it easier.

enjoy day from an...

Hi, well i put a story up the other day about going mute, i did but my mother got me soo worked up today i shouted at her but i am defiantly mute now..
I got in from school today it has been snowing so i was really cold my mum asked my...

I don't no if i should go mute again? I am bored of people telling me what to do with my life if i don't talk everything's better! I didn't speak for a year because of my anorexia and bulimia life was simple nobody told me to eat or...

I don't speak english very good but I hope you will understand what I mean. So.. I'm from Poland. I still live here... in country where anybody can help me. I was so fucking happy girl. I had dreams... I wanted to believe in happiness...

Today was the last day of term at school i was soo glad but it turned out it wasn't so good...

My mum rang up school to make sure i eat something.. They made me sit in a room until i ate atleast 5 mouthfuls of pasta. I couldn't believe...

...here it goes
ive been bulimic now for 4 years now im 18 i made the drastic decision to stop... easier said than done. i was successful in the begginning in septemeber i drastically cut back on binging and purging...but i began to...

Hey had my second HPV jab today. I was fine about it till she started asking questions. She weighed me and started to talk about my anorexia and bulimia coming back i didn't no what to say and she was asking about school and all my...

4 years ago i was diagnosed with anorexia a few months later i was diagnosed with Bulimia. It was the hardest time of my life i had just lost my best friend of 8 years and my Grandad! I started self harming and honestly it took the pain...

Today I am struggling so very much with starving myself. When everything in my life seems out of control the one thing i know i have thats my very own is my self. my body. my numbers. I feel scatterbrained. Like I cant really think...

I have become fat. I am not talking about rolls all over my body but they are coming, when I am sitting they are there and I hate them I want to cut them off! My problem is I love food! I love every type of food! So today for the first...

I just started to become anorexic/bulimic. I started on November 9th. I've been called fat so many times, made fun of, and even my family would make comments about it. I had enough. I needed to get skinny. So I started with throwing up...

Today I am at my worst.
I already have a hard time looking in the mirror without breaking down and thinking I am UGLY.
Most people are excited when the sun comes out during the winter time, but today I was frightened.
Frightened at the...