I Hate Myself Stories of Experiences

I wish I was smarter
I wish I was skinnier
I wish I was prettier
I wish I knew how to act around people
I wish I stopped hating myself
I wish I could talk to someone who understands
I wish I would stop over thinking

I have lied to so many people in my life, i can never tell the truth because i don't want them to know who i really am. I can't talk to anyone about my problems, i can't face my fears, i tell myself that i will change but i never do, I...

hi! this is my 1st time here. I discovered this site cause i searched "i hate myself" on google. this seemed like a nice place... i really need to talk to someone and i dont have anyone. dont take me wrong... i have friends, but i just...

I am a 24 year old adult male, and I have strongly disliked--not to say hated--myself for as long as I can remember. Since adolescence, at least. From everything to the way I look, to my physique, to the quality of my character and...

I feel like I'm going to fall back into depression from all of this anger and pain and hate. Its scaring me. I dont want to see a black and white world. I dont want to feel apathy. But I don't want this god damn pain anymore. I want to...

I've been called it all & how can I not hate myself? If you've ever heard about the band Blue October, I always feel like the songs Into The Ocean & Hate Me sums up my life. Anyways...

Whore - I lost my virginity in seventh grade...

She is afraid. Afraid of this world. Nothing is enough for anyone. Everyone wants more. The world is so broken and full of mine fields we all have to avoid in order to survive. The girl is not strong enough to avoid those mine fields...

Hi. My name is Kylie. My life sucks. My dad was doing drugs when I was born, and he was also never around for my entire life, until I turned 11. I first met him on my 11th birthday. I grew up thinking thinking that I was an only child...

I can't say I hate myself but I don't know how. I'm such a know it all. I always get mad at people when I do get my way and blah blah. I still don't change. I'm content with myself personality wise I guess. Looks, ehh. I'll save that...

My bf will never understand me. I know I'm wasting my time trying to make him but he's just so focused on hisself and his anger issues that he doesn't see how much he hurts me. I just wish I had someone who would ask me if I'm doing...

Music doesnt feel loud enough today.. Cant drown today out. I hate birthdays and everything they mean. I hate people knowing who dont care. I hate my best friend forgetting. I hate people saying 'happy birthday, im so proud of you' when...

I hate who and what I am, and the worst part people hate me too ... its not just me, strangers who don't know me hate me, strangers who make a snap decision that I am not worth anything. All it takes for one comment, one comment to...

I hate myself, and i have for as long as i can remember.. i don't think im pretty or find anything at all special about me really... i mean yeah there's those people that say im pretty but lets face it.. those people are only trying to...

I dont like much about me. I know what's right but i still make bad decisions . I feel like such a dissapointment to my family. I can't make the grades I want, i self harm, and i ignore my parents. I also got in trouble at school this...

I'm lost in time. Watching everyone pass by while I'll stand there. Right in the past. I feel lost, lonely. Always alone having no one there. But over time, it's been a bond. A bond with myself. Being such a young age, they said it can...

I wanted to stop caring about this world. I was rejected, beaten and abused. I was told by many that if I stopped caring, it would be descent into darkness, I'm already in darkness. I've accepted that. There was a time in my life, I...

I was raised perfectly. Good health, amazing supportive family, always had friends ... why did I turn out like this? I feel like an attention-seeking brat. I think about ending my life and I'm just miserable, meanwhile there's people...

I am 27 Years Old Single Woman,
People think that i am weird as a person, they think i am too old to be a single, so some of them called me an old single virgin, i was stupid at making a good conversation to new people i've met, i am a...

Why? I get I was born different but isn't everybody? it's not my fault I was born this way, why is everyone so mean to me? Why did I do? I don't mean to offend anyone with Aspergers but I grew up thinking it made me look deformed. My...

I hate myself for loving you.

you hurt me bad and i want to die. For the past two weeks ive done nothing but cry.

i feel ugly, unlovable, and worthless.

thank you