I Hate Myself Stories of Experiences

(From my ohmaigodplz account on deviantart)

OH CUCK I DID

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And then they were killed in the face so hard they died to death.
I'll take a potato

SO they died...

I hate myself.

I'm listening to music, trying to get myself out of this feeling...this darkness...this mental oppression that has been exhibited only by myself. I feel like death would solve my problem of being depressed but I also...

I remember every single mistake I've ever made since I was five years old. Sometimes, when I close my eyes I almost can't live with myself and i want to have a magical button that would let me reset my life. I try and forgive myself...

This story is about something my mom told me all the time,and why I say she is full of sh!t. All my life my mother who is a good mom has told me she would do anything for me,but when I asked for help she said no. When me and my ex the...

Happiness is a joke, life is a joke an people are a joke. I hate people who put others down for things they do themself. And call people hurtful names an continue to put them down daily by threating to put them out over stupid things or...

Please listen to me for once. You're not what you seem to show to people, you won't let them in but they feel your darkness.I'm not worth their time, I have to solve my issues on my own.You can't do this alone.Yes I can, I know where my...

this group has over ten thousand members.
impressive.
i think one of the hardest things to do is to stop hating yourself and learn to love yourself.
i haven't the slightest clue of how to do it.
i've no idea how one even starts that...

I think Albert Einstein once said 'the definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results.' Well, once again I proved Einstein, or whoever said this,100% correct.

I just had a telephone panel...

Was it always this screwed up? I mean sure everyone has those days where nothing goes right, or everything just didn't meet expectations. But it seems like nothing goes right for me. I often wonder if my family would be better without...

so fucked up in my fucking head, I don't know how much longer I can do this. I see things, and I want to smash them. I see bones, I want to break them. I see trees, I want to piss gasoline into their roots. I see happiness, but I'm...

How can I forget her,She Took everything for me she left me took my sweet beautiful boys,and left me oly enough pain to stain the sky She could never understand that once my sons were born there was noone and nothing that would matter...

i screwed everything up, this should be a nice day but i have a sort of eating disorder
today i had chosen to eat more and more but i have my regrets and i feel ashamed i shouldnt be ...i almost lost 20kg in 2 years but ...my mind is...

I hate my scars. My cuts, my burns, my self harm. I hate my anxiety, depression, and that little voice inside my head telling me that life just isn't worth it anymore. I hate my suicidal thoughts, my suicide attempts, and my whole past...

she's had to take the mirror out of my room, she's had t search me for razor blades and sharpeners because i use anything to cut. i dont eat some days because i hate my weight.
i cant look in the mirror without crying, i cant look at...

blood is dripping from my soul, i am surrounded by my weakness ..
i am a failure without reality

i'm a psychlogical murderer, a freak who can suck up your last energy by being myself.

i am a freakshow

Your body is absolutely amazing. It goes on for 16+ hours a day with only about 8 hours of sleep for about 80 something odd years, give or take a few. It puts up with all of the abuse you give it by falling of your bike, running into a...

When I started secondary school, I thought it was going to be great. I could go to all these clubs and make new friends and do well in school. That was until I joined the Internet. This sounds really stupid but I suddenly became lazy...

I hate myself. I'm so insecure. I feel like everyone around me is better than me in some way. I can never be good at anything. I feel like the fattest out of my group of friends and the ugliest. I feel like no guy even looks at me...

Its just all wrong. And the one thing that felt right went left. I climbed up and fell down. I woke up and fell asleep. I drove fast and flew by. I wanted and didn't take. I have fallen and can't get up. I attempted but failed. I...

Hi, its me Katie, im KatiwGotcha7 and have 2 accounts, so no1 add me but SammySweetHeart