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sagesbones
I swear I'm worthless, I claim to be so fucking strong then why can't I help the ones I care so much about. What is even the point of being alive if I can't even be of some use? Everyone keeps telling me that I need to stop worrying...
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Sorriso
I hate what I see in the mirror. I hate my past. I hate my present. I hate everything I am. I go to bed every night wishing I would wakeup with some disease and only have a few months to live. Or that I would die on the way to work in a...
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JJTKM
You will laugh, you will judge me, you won't understand... But still I want to write it.
It began when I was little, I was only five and I already hated myself. I hated the fact that looking in the mirror was painful. I was looking at...
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SacredLullaby
I hate everything about me. my eyes my smile. but i do love my mind. why? because i can dream and run away from everything that is making my life hell. this was very short yeah i know....i just wanted to share....
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slow4speed
If you hate yourself, it means you have empathy. It means you're human. It means you care so much about others that you're willing to damage yourself for their sake. It means you punish yourself so cruelly every second of most every...
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AmazinglyAmazing
On nights like tonight. I sometimes wonder what others see in myself when at times I can't even see whats so special about me. Here the past 3-4 months. I've been extremely depressed and completely distant from those who matter the...
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ninerzoon
Its just all wrong. And the one thing that felt right went left. I climbed up and fell down. I woke up and fell asleep. I drove fast and flew by. I wanted and didn't take. I have fallen and can't get up. I attempted but failed. I...
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teenfailure
My life is a mess. I'm an unattractive slob who's too loud and can't keep her grades up in school. Everyone thinks i'm just going through a faze, but I'm not. I'm depressed, and no one cares about me enough to see it. They think i'm...
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afjsdkl
I am a thirty-something overweight single woman with two cats a messy condo with late mortgage payments who can't find her checkbook atm or credit card hasn't started a huge presentation that i have to give at work in eighteen hours...
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seafall
I was always that weird quiet kid who always knew the answer in school. My family moved a lot and I was introverted so I didn't have many friends and honestly, I didn't really want any. I hated kids my age for being stupid...
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megatron316
Epilogue:
So here I am; the circle is complete. Still do I hate myself. Even going to sleep at night I don't look forward to, I hope that I don't dream. All I want is pitch black sleep. I don't have any dreams left for myself, I am...
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hylierandom
What I have to do is learn how to accept that I'm not perfect. Accept that I've been banged up mentally pretty badly. Accept that I'm older now, that I will have bad days, that I will hurt.. That I will be depressed. that there...
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lifesize
I don't know...I guess its self explanatory really, I don't love myself. Every day I look at myself in the mirror and I hate it. I hate the fact that I hate myself, and its not just physically its also emotionally I hate who I am. I...
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SammyBambi34
i started cutting when i was 7 and now i am 13. i cut because i have always felt like no one likes me and no one cares about. i just feel like i waste everyone's times so sometimes it just becomes to much for me to handle so i feel like...
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DanHughes
I hate myself. and I hate that I have to tell people online that i hate myself. I don't lack good friends but i wouldnt dare telling most of them as it's so much "cooler" to be happy. I'm jelous of everyone and i don't know how to fix...
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hylierandom
I've been better...
But I guess that was just a fluke.
I'm feeling so hopeless and tired again, and it's my fault.
....This is a place of odd comfort for me...when I am like this, it can't get much worse.
So it's safe.
Being happy isn't...
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crazychica369
I never loved myself I always thought of myself of a waste of air,mistake and a fuck up but I guess I was born for a reason that I cannot figure out yet :/.I don't except anyone to love me because I don't even like me let alone love...
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AlwaysRemembers
I'm a single mother of 2 boys and there are many days that I hate myself. Yes all of what you are about to read makes me sound whiney but how can you not sound whiney when you are sharing your feelings on this topic. So here are some...
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Scarlet
I hate myself because I don't like the way I think and feel, behave and react, and generally how I experience life and interact with the world...
There are billions of people on this planet, with spectrums of individual...
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Mistake
Ever since high school I've considered myself an abomination of nature. I've believed that I am evil incarnate, unworthy of forgiveness. I feel guilty as hell for just being alive. I am the only one who thinks this way...
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