I Hate Myself Stories of Experiences (Page 2)

I'm not a teen, I'm old, and I've been sad my entire life. I have a beautiful fiancee and I want to start a family and be normal, but I just don't ever feel that it's going to change. I'm trapped by my fear, anxiety, and whenever I...

I've been dieting for about two weeks now and honestly, I think it's doing much more than causing me to lose weight.

I hate myself. I'll look in the mirror and just stare at myself, wishing that i were someone else.

Everyone is...

everything that i do is wrong my mum hates me and actually my whole family hates me.but i want to know what i did because i pray sometimes and i go church and i believe in him i repented from my sins what more do i need to do.please...

Shyness, Procrastination, Laziness, Not good at anything [ANYTHING], poor friend circle, poor grammar/incorrect English, not good looking, poor memory.
I've become so messed up.
I was a good student when I was in 3rd grade. I was...

I'm tired of being lesbian. F@#k women I need a real man in my life!

I have an eating disorder, depression, and borderline personality disorder. I have attempted suicide 5 times and once was almost a success. I hate the way I look and I hate the way I feel. I look at myself in the mirror and I see a fat...

I've been feeling it since last week. It builds momentum- a draft can give way to a tornado.

It's the feeling of myself dipping to that low again. The place underneath the earth, where no one is your friend, and everything is acting...

i cant even get drunk! i keep throwing it up!! i need to be numb.....

This is a message to all the people (especially teens that hate themselves)
This is a long post, but I will share with you why you are so very very far from worthless. First of all the large portion of us who have these feelings are...

All of my life people have treated me like I am a second class human being. Because I am a kind, trusting, giving person it takes me a while to realize I am being hurt. I hate myself, and apparently others do too. I seem to attract...

I hate myself. As a teen, everything is already messed up, confusing and stressful.
I've been bullied at school. It wasnt that bad, but it effected me a lot and didn't help boost my confidence at all. Since then I've been quite...

I've been eating disorder free for 8 months now, and then suddenly I felt the urge and I walked down to a restaurant and puked up everything. I need to stop but I'm so stressed out. My friend is trying to hurt herself and another is in...

mostly because I have so much work to do from this semester and im fucking it all up. my bf hates me.

I'm pretty, nice, shy, short, normal weight, but guys don't want me. They used to, but I don't get what the hell happened.i was even shyer back then, too. I fear men because of my dad, and just CAN'T talk to them normally very easily. I...

I've never been beautiful for as long as I can remember. It seems that it's a choice between beauty and brains around here and from an early age I was brains even though all I wanted is to be beautiful, to be loved. I've been used by a...

I used to hate myself and there are many times in a year that I still go through this. Let me tell you that nothing is hopeless. NOTHING. Another secret is that 99% of the people in the world look back at their teen years and think that...

It's all I do. Wake up, hate. Eat and shower, glare at self in mirror. Too thin, too tall, crooked nose, failure. High school dropout with no friends. Never had a girlfriend, don't see that changing. Go to work, picked on because I don...

self hatred is like a seed of an ugly flower, planted in your heart, which blooms, grows and grows till it has all its root inside each and every cell in your body. it goes deeper and deeper till there's so much depth that it's...

I'm a 43 year old man who lives in a dirty, moldy room in my parents' house. I have no life, literally no friends and no real prospects for either. I also hate my job. Depression and a complete emotional isolation are the only things in...

Lo, the pessimistic and selfish. He thinks about his unfulfilled senses, constantly. He is incapable of riding times wave and letting it run its course, while he moves further away from the existence he thought he had established. All...