I Cut My Self Stories of Experiences

Everyone has a different reason to cut themselves, and this is mine. Release is what I love about cutting.That moment when the razor sharp edge slowly slices though you skin the pain intensifying as you go deeper and deeper. And when...

i just cut myself oww tht really hurt its all red

Okay. So.
I don't just cut my wrist. I cut all up my arm, to my shoulder and collarbones. I cut all up and down my legs and my ankles. My stomach. Pretty much everywhere. When I get cold, the scars turn purple. When I'm hot, they turn...

Okay so I don't really know how this works so I'm Guessing at this... here's my confession, big shocker, that i cut myself. i started last year, Up until a few days ago I hadn't done it in over 5 months. I started again, But this time...

There's nothing better than feeling that blade pierce your skin. Watching your blood come out. Knowing its possible to feel something. Knowing you're actually alive. Although sometimes it'd feel better to not be. I've cut for almost 8...

every time i look at my self i hate my self i hate that i cut but i cant stop there is so much that people put on my it hard i wish i could just stop then people care and people want me and than i don't mess up everyone lives and that i...

My mum saw my cuts so she freaked out and sent me to the hospital and after about a month they disided that i was "fixed",I felt even worse then ever,the only reason i didn't/don't cut at the moment is because im out of the habit and im...

People start to show their skin
I see shorts I want to wear
Everyone makes plans to go to the pool and beach
They buy new bikinis and swimsuits

Then there's me
I feel like I awkwardly stand out
With my long sleeves and pants
Trying to...

 have cut for about 3 years now. No, not for attention; no, not because I like blood. I cut because I feel like it is the only thing I can control; the only pain I can inflict on myself and stop when I want. I cut when I feel angry and...

Do me a favor, don't look at me the way you do, you stare at me like I'm a freak with problems. But don't, I don't need your hypocrisy. I don't need your help, I don't need anything from you but silence. The truth is, everyone thought I...

Right now I'm averaging 4-6 weeks between cutting binges. I guess I shouldn't be surprised that yesterday I crumbled...Mother's Day is incredibly hard for me. As I sliced my arm, I remember seeing my hand shaking.  This morning I...

He saw my cuts. He knew that i used to self injure , but i told him i stopped. When he realized these were newer.... deeper... he barged into my room and went on a sick scavenger hunt. He found my little white box that i hid inside the...

ughhh f*ck myself! the depression i had has faded away so im trying to get it back. happiness fills my head lies and delusions about myself. so im pigging out today in hope to feel fat and ugly about myself. i was doing good then i had...

okay i have had 357 cuts on my body at once, it feels so nice. it helps me to escape forget about life for a while. all of the chaos going on in this time frame. i have tryed suicide multiple times but it feels so much better inflicting...

**This is the story of my life. Abuse, cutting, anorexia, bullying, suicide attempts and all. This may be triggering. I encourage no one to self harm and everyone to get help. I wish you all luck in life...

i miss her soo much and she hates me now.. i love everything about her..have been cutting deeper and deeper latley.. over a girl.. no.. but over the girl i cant stop thinking about and that i think about and cry over everynight.. yes...

A while ago my best friend told her mom that I cut myself. (I knew that she knew, but I didn't want to bring it up and hoped she would just tell me that she knew). And then naturally, her mom phoned and told my parents so they sat me...

i thought it wasn't going to happen again. it's been a few months since i last cut, but i couldn't help myself last night. i cut deep like always. on my shoulder. the blood kept dripping down my arm, i couldn't keep up with it when i...

It could be considered a fatal attraction. The love I've acquired for such a thing is unbreakable. When everyone else decides to leave, cutting is the one thing that won't leave me. It's always there. In the back of my mind. Whispering...

i have BDD thats why i do it. i like cutting myself, its my way of seeing the ugly somewhere other than my face. i cut the top of my arms. the pain isnt the thing to be scared of its TIME. the pain of the cut will always go away but...