I Wish Someone Would Kill Me Now Stories of Experiences

I received my final grade for Honors Precalculus today and I got a B+ for the sole reason that I had an 89.4 and my teacher refused to round up.

My host is in pain, his mind has been destroyed by two women who have used him as a pawn to fight their own war of hatred against each other.
My host would never hurt a woman either physically or emotionally and he would never speak up...

Im 19, and hate my life. Im worthless. I have no future, and no purpose on this earth. I have no fucking idea what to do anymore. I feel like no one gives a fuck about me, especially my family. All i want is somebody to hold me and tell...

I've lived with depression for 40 years. I've been trying to find someone to kill me for a longtime. I'm ready and willing for anyone who likes to do it for the thrill of it.

I have self harmed in the past and wanted to kill myself and am unhappy most times i have horses and My horse Thai means everything to me.
Then there is my mum..
I can not longer take her anymore, She threatens to sell my horse all the...

I can't handle the f'in pain anymore. I'm 17, My names Cheyanne. I was molested from the time I was 3 until I was 5. My step dad is a complete a** hole and a pedo. My mom is a condescending b**** and takes his side even though he tried...

What's the point in living we go eat sleep that stuff we go to school to Learn get a job and work until we die. Why not just die now ?

Have you ever wished that there was a place where we could go in and explain our reasons and to why we don't like life, and then have them kill us in a quick and painless way if that is truly our desire to do so? Without calling us...

You know for the longest time I have struggled with people. You know people who tell me not to die. They try to dive deep into my mind, they always ask for a reason for me to die. The funny thing is that none of them would actually...

My girlfriend or now quite possibly my ex girl friend went to my ex bestfriends house when I was out of town (he's my ex bestfriend because he tried making out with my girl friend, same girl) she went with him and a group of other...

My girlfriend or now quite possibly my ex girl friend went to my ex bestfriends house when I was out of town (he's my ex bestfriend because he tried making out with my girl friend, same girl) she went with him and a group of other...

Yeah.. and in denial. It's been a really long time since I thought about suicide this much, so deeply, so realistically. A long time. I used to see a counselor but I lied to her about being fine and happy while I scratched the forming...

There are millions of people on the earth, one less wont matter. Chances are I'll fail anyway. We all for eventually. Life has no point. I have nothing left to live for.

I can't control my thoughts any longer. I just want to give up on life all together, I feel like I will totally better off in a grave than living my life that I am... I'm falling to pieces and I don't know what to do anymore. I feel so...

Theres a handful of pills in my hand.... I can take them and end it now... or I can wait and see what door opens next. If I take them now, I can finally be at peace, it can end the rumors, it can let me start over in a new life. but if...

My life is worthless. I can only take up space. I'm worthless.
I'm tired of living in a world that bears no fruit for me. I'm tired of not being able to do anything. I'm tired of getting wounds after wounds, injury after injury, even...

I want to die. I want to feel the pain you went through. I want to suffer the way you did. I want to feel what you felt. But I can't do that without dying.
-I'm sorry daddy....

Dear daddy,
I'm getting married to Ray in a year. You prob don't remember him, you were drunk when you met him. He treats me like a queen. Oh, and he's a Marine now. There's been a lot going on lately. I wish you were here so I didn't...

I don't want this. I don't enjoy this life I have. I have no useful skills, no person who cares, no foreseeable future.

Every night, for the past three years, I have laid down to bed, and prayed to whatever gods come to my head. I have...

at any moment just die, just murder my self. There is a pistol in here, and it only takes one bullet. Such an appealing opportunity could only be ignored for so long. To end my misery and failure.
I could..
just die.