I Can't Stop Thinking About You Stories of Experiences

In 2011, I had my first relationship with a girl, who we will call L. L and I had a lot in common, but there were two problems. The first is that because it was my first relationship, I was pretty immature. The second is that she was...

The evening sky lights up
A noise is heard,
Roaring in the distance
I don't say a word.

Everything gets silent
A rumbling occurs,
Reaching a bit closer
My heart thunders.

Safe in the storm
I take a deep breath,
Enjoying the moment...

They were the love of your life but they broke your heart. For whatever reason it just didn’t work out and looking back you can’t help but ask yourself “why?”

Why did it end the way it did? Why do you still feel like they were...

Well, I am hoping that sharing these feelings will help me to overcome my issues. It all started when my husband who is the only married child in his family was told to keep a secret from me. The other 2 siblings are divorced and the...

Will I ever?

Somehow it seems impossible.....

You have become so much a part of me.....

A part of my being...

For one year.....I have woken to your words......And fallen asleep to dream of you...

For one year....I have spent every...

I am trying, but somehow you always manage to wiggle your way into my thoughts..Funny thing is, you have also wiggled your way into my heart.So much for keeping my guard up. So much for not trusting again.So much for not sharing how I...

Every moment every second you are in my heart ,and the missing thoughts remind me that life is a sweet thirst, a thirst for your love. Whenever I breath, I catch your fragrance,every breath that escapes from my lips carries your name...

Your best friend came over my house tonight. He told me that you missed me and you were angry with me.He told me that you were depressed and wondering why I never called you after I saw you that one night. I felt like that was pathetic...

Why is getting him off my mind so damn hard?! Some days are easier than others, but some days are extremely heavy. Hell, this past week has been agonizing.
The entire situation is so painful and frustrating. I need to move on from this...

Sometimes the thoughts arise without warning. Tonight was one of those nights, I stepped outside into the cold night air and was immediately taken back to such a night three years ago.I had that sudden ache in my heart all over again...

When the wind blowsI imagine your handsmoving my hair from my faceso you can gently kiss my lipsWhen it is coldI imagine you holding mein front of the firewarm and tightWhen the leaves blowI imagine your laughterat all my silly...

I dream every day that you are with me,
my heart hurts when I imagine you're mine,
and I'm yours, we wish both...
Empty evenings I spend with him,
and I think that I make love with you
crazy,crazy,crazy thought that was you,
I love him...

I tell myself to not think of you. I need to focus on something else....anything else. I have tried so many different things, anything to try & keep my mind busy. As hard as I try, it just doesn't work. You are always there, on my mind...

it happens too often
thinking its her
how much in my heart
a billion times
i wish it was.
but in no such reality
maybe a dream
this be true
cause it seems were centuries away
but really only attending different schools.
and i hate how...

You make me happy, each time I see the green dot beside your name!In one second you are able to blow away the dark cloud that's hovering over my head. And this is the perfect song to describe what I feel for you.

Bill Withers - Lovely...

The one memory that haunts me. How things could have been different. It was a basketball team sleep over. We were deciding what to play and agreed on hide and seek. But no one wanted to be it. So "she" said her and I could be it. In my...

Threw a window, which is exactly like a relationship.
I beg for at least a friendship but you wont respond..
I just want to see you smile again.
I just want to hear your voice again.
But that's not going to happen at this point.
I gave...

I am opening my eyes now. I can see the light. I can feel my limbs and know I am alive, but wait there is more. I can now think and there lies the problem. I can only think about you. Why, I ask, is this the way. Why does this day not...

I wish that I had a delete so that I could delete the memories that I have of her. Maybe if I could completely forget about her my life would be so much better?
Maybe if I were a computer I could just save all my memories except her on...

It's about him...
He said just friend but the sex was unforgettable and the memories may fade but they just won't leave...
I wonder how his day at school is going..
He's probably already forgotten about me and his mom probably helped...