I Starve Myself Stories of Experiences

im usually the type of person who eats A LOT but I realized my weight is getting out of hand. Right now Im 146.6, Ideally I would like to be 120, but I think Id be content being 130/135. I always try to starve myself but I usually give...

Today I was on my practice and my teammate told me that I've lost weight I was so happy! But I'm not happy enough I'm still not happy about my body.

oki this is it ! i have to get back on track , It's a constant battle ! it sucks when u feel guilty whenever you eat something , my self estem is has got so low lately , i dont feel like being around anyone...
I know i have to lose...

Age: 13
Height: 5'4
Start/Old weight: 126 lbs.
Current weight: 110 lbs.
Current BMI: 18.9 (Basically underweight. (Underweight BMI: 18.5 or less.)
Goal Weight: 85 lbs.
I've been dong this for a while now, and I just want someone...

I failed starving myself like 2months ago...
So its summer and It will be much easier to keep up.
I need to loose about 20kg.
I will write news next week... This is my 1st day :)

I was always thin, I alwsys got attention then in a long relationship I packed on the pounds, I was 190, I became so depressed looking st myself in the mirror calling myself horrible names, I began to starve I am now down to 158 and 5ft...

I remember the day everything went down hill. It was a process, ever since i was 8 or 9. I was always self-contious about my weight, and always wanted to do something about it. When I was in 7th grade, around January, I was 5 foot 3 and...

My dad is forcing me to eat. He keeps giving me large portions at supper and wants me (more like forcing me) treat before I go to bed.
I hate! I'll eat supper, but only a small amount, because is supposed to be my only calories for the...

This whole thing makes me confused and kinda lost. I have tons of un-answered questions and dying for someone to answer them. Everyday i go like "I'm starting tomorrow" but tomorrow never comes. So, i'm not hungry, i'm not tired, i don...

Like 2 weeks ago I wrote that I am strating again but I didn't I just kept telling myself that I will do it the next day but it never happened. Last week I was on a concert. I couldn't believe that my idols were standing right there...

So, I used to be skinny when i was younger, like 4-5. I started gaining A LOT of weight, and was really fat until i started losing weight at 12, and now am 15 and was 140really at the beginning, now I'm 165. I cant stop eating. When...

It actually all started like one and a half year ago. I felt lonely because I had noone I could trust or talk to about my problems. A friend of mine was suffering bad depressions (she still is) and I felt extremely guilty because I didn...

I've was always ripped on in my childhood for being "ugly" or "fat."
People would never want to talk to me because they didn't think I was attractive Like the other girls in school. I still tried my best to be kind to the other kids but...

I dont do it to lose weight, or to feel pretty.. I do it so that my daughter can eat, have a roof over her head and clothes on her back. When money is tight my needs come last.

tomorrow is the day I will start again all over like i did starve for on e week but then i just lost it but tonorrow i will do it no mather what

When I was 13, I was able to starve myself for 2 months. I was able to loose a lot of weight and I got really fit those days. But when school finally arrived, I loose control and I figured I was getting fat again. Now, it's been roughly...

It's been getting harder to restrict calories. My family always takes me out to eat, and I end up overeating. I overate yesterday, and I've felt horrible ever since. The scales do not look good. This sucks.

So far I haven't eaten today...

I am looking for a fasting friend... Someone who will support me on my road to being thin... Someone to encourage me... And I would love to be the same to someone else :)

Today I was pressured into eating. I had no desire to, but the guilt from the disappointed and unconvinced look on their faces broke me. I ate part of a sandwich and a cutie (small orange) and even a piece of a candy bar! I tried to get...

I've been always fussed and beat for eating and I have learn to starve Myself to avoid drama. I am underwieght and very unhealthy. I have also gave up in life because I'm almost 30 single no reason to live