I Starve Myself Stories of Experiences

So, I used to be skinny when i was younger, like 4-5. I started gaining A LOT of weight, and was really fat until i started losing weight at 12, and now am 15 and was 140really at the beginning, now I'm 165. I cant stop eating. When...

It actually all started like one and a half year ago. I felt lonely because I had noone I could trust or talk to about my problems. A friend of mine was suffering bad depressions (she still is) and I felt extremely guilty because I didn...

I've was always ripped on in my childhood for being "ugly" or "fat."
People would never want to talk to me because they didn't think I was attractive Like the other girls in school. I still tried my best to be kind to the other kids but...

I dont do it to lose weight, or to feel pretty.. I do it so that my daughter can eat, have a roof over her head and clothes on her back. When money is tight my needs come last.

tomorrow is the day I will start again all over like i did starve for on e week but then i just lost it but tonorrow i will do it no mather what

When I was 13, I was able to starve myself for 2 months. I was able to loose a lot of weight and I got really fit those days. But when school finally arrived, I loose control and I figured I was getting fat again. Now, it's been roughly...

It's been getting harder to restrict calories. My family always takes me out to eat, and I end up overeating. I overate yesterday, and I've felt horrible ever since. The scales do not look good. This sucks.

So far I haven't eaten today...

I am looking for a fasting friend... Someone who will support me on my road to being thin... Someone to encourage me... And I would love to be the same to someone else :)

Today I was pressured into eating. I had no desire to, but the guilt from the disappointed and unconvinced look on their faces broke me. I ate part of a sandwich and a cutie (small orange) and even a piece of a candy bar! I tried to get...

I've been always fussed and beat for eating and I have learn to starve Myself to avoid drama. I am underwieght and very unhealthy. I have also gave up in life because I'm almost 30 single no reason to live

This past weekend, I was able to cut my calories to about 900 a day. I basically started to count the calories I was eating; I didn't realize how many calories I ate in a given day! I write down what I eat in a notebook and in a My...

I feel an overwhelming guilt
My actions are inexplainable
Ana is so disappointed
But I've been urged to fight back
"She doesn't control you," they said
"She doesn't even exist."
But she feels very real to me.
Sometimes I can see her
A...

I've been doing this for at least a year on and off. I didn't realize I was doing this at first. I just didn't eat. I'm vegetarian so that limits what I can eat already. Then I started getting mocked by family members anytime I went...

hi im 23 and a half when i was a little girl i was so skinny i neva used to eat i used to throw out my food then somewhere along the line i started gaining weight and now im between 82 t0 85 kgs. oh did i mention im a chef i work in a...

Hello. I'm 15 years old and I have been doing cold turkey on and off every 10 days for the past two months and I've been noticing a great improvement in the appearance around my legs and stomach area. Before I started, I weighed about...

Hi, everyone. I'm not exactly new to the whole fasting thing. Since I was ten years old, I have tried on-and-off to refrain from eating or at least to control my portions. I've been very unsuccessful.

When I was on different medication...

well i wasn't happy about today at all before practice i was so hungry that I couldn't even practice thats why i bought crackers and ate two or three of them and I felt better. I'm in the bed at the moment because my practice was so...

so tomorrow is my chance to undo my downfall of today.
just one BIG problem!!!
I'm going to a friend's PARTYYY!!!
lots of YUMMYY JUNK!! and sweets, soft drinks and umm you get the idea!
so any ideas on how i can resist my temptations...

Yesterday i didn't wrote how my day 2 went but I think I did it well. I had two games and I almost didn't ate nothing just a fork or two of pasta and a bite of apple. I drank a lots of water. But today is day 3 and I really started to...

anger has always been my enemy...i am currently stuffing myself with complete NO NO food. ( tart , rice) AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
I AM SOOOO SCREWD :((((((