I Have Borderline Personality Disorder Stories of Experiences

I used to not get why anyone would harm themselves in any way.
I used to not get why anyone would want to kill themselves.
I used to not get why it would be so hard for them to stop.
Now, I do. And I don't blame them for wanting to...

My emotions are like the mist
When it moves rolls an twists
It can be beautiful and serene
Like a peaceful ocean scene
Or it can be vengeful and scary
With a rage that's extra ordinary
For the pain caused there's no remorse
Until the...

Stupid Borderline Personality

I started to feel like I was out of my mind at age 21. My moods would change drastically in a matter of minutes to hours or from one day to the next. I was extremely paranoid of how others think of me or...

Hi there,

I am a fictitious EPer, created to represent a new support group founded by EPer's with a great attitude to fighting and conquering BPD. The Bob stands for Band of Brothers. If you would like to join, please add BPDBob to...

I've never talked about my BPD with a lot of details. If someone wanted to know how's it like I just recommend them some links about the disorder. Because it is that difficult to talk about it. I'm going to talk about it for the first...

I spent over one hour writing it up. It was so important to me having the story posted and getting some support from others. I had a nervous breakdown this week and I was so happy to find a group for people with BPD. I came home...

Where did my experience about BPD go? It is gone.

This is for anyone in the group... is it just me? Or this disorder? That when I hear a negative comment or criticism that I take it to the extreme and make it more them it actually is?

That infuriates me to the core. (Isn't uncontrollable anger a symptom? Hahaaaaaa, I don't care.)
It seems that whenever BPD is brought up by someone who does not have it or has witnessed emotionally distraught/unstable people that do...

Hey guys. I wrote this the other day. And I was really upset.
Alright. You want me to be honest with you?
No, I'm fucking not okay.
I'm fucking sick of feeling unhappy
I'm fucking sick of feeling like i'm not good enough
I'm fucking...

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Borderline_personality_disorder#Emotions

- I'm impulsive in my decisions when it comes to people and friends and relationships, I do not however have a history of sleeping with multiple partners at the same...

I can't seem to get out of my head.
It's all I can say.
I have BPD and Major Depression Disorder.
It comes and goes I hate the funk.
Can't seem to want to get a job. No let me rephrase
I want to get a job
Volunteer
Looks like fun...

I want to end the pain.
I can't go any further.
I know it might be worth the fight but after all these years, all strengths have left. Standing alone against endless storms, it is hard to see the light that will help me sail home.
I...

I only recently became aware of BPD and on reading up on the symptoms it has helped me understand my own feelings and actions a lot better. Feelings i have had for YEARS. I am so sick and tired of always feeling this mad! Has anyone had...

So I'm 34, I'm married (surprised he's stuck around), 5 kids and a job. I've not been professionally diagnosed with BPD, but I've got a hunch that's my problem. Maybe some of you can give me some insight.
In the beginning: I was born to...

I don't have enough time to completely get into my story, I just want to say that the cell phone was the worst invention ever for someone with BPD. How many horrible argument would I have avoided with my husband if I didn't have one...

Tirelessly we try to explain our condition (BPD) to other people but it is a very complicated mental disorder. There is a personality in there too that is embarrassing if u ask me. I for one have it to the extreme.

Symptoms:
-Frantic...

I went to my psychologist today and he obviously got me confused with someone else and when I mentioned that I had joined this group, he got flustered and frantically searched through his notes saying "Oh, did I diagnose you with that...

i'm writing this because i love a certain special border lion.

the general points i make here also apply to other personality disorders. 1) the behaviours are pervasive, occurring over a range of contexts. 2) the behaviours deviate...

Is this something all BPD's crave but can never feel?

I like many others with this disorder have had a chaotic, and at times abusive, off and on

relationship with my mom. As of late we had been in an argument and the rejection I felt...