I Have Borderline Personality Disorder Stories of Experiences

I think im done.
I've tried.
I'm tired.
Tired of trying to be okay.
Tired of him not being here when i need him.
Tired of being let down.
Tired of this place.
Tired of myself.
Tired of...Everything.
So why am I here?
Why should I try...

just got home from my parents,my dad drop my an the train station,it was a race against the clock,the next train was only an hour later,i rand like crazy and got there,but then the train start going,just almost.
NOW,what do u do? well...

I was diagnosed four years ago with BPD.

At the moment I want to die so badly because really I know I will never get better.

What is the point of living this life when every little thing I do or any relationship I have gets messed up...

Your awesome.....you're the shittiest person I've ever met
I need space.....don't give me space
U give me space, but I think you are cheating on me...
I love you......I HATE YOU!!
I hate you so much, but please don't leave me.
You...

Be who you are and say what you mean

because those who mind dont matter and those who matter dont mind

Couldnt of said that better

I am 26 and have been going out with my boyfriend for 5 years. He wants to move in together but I just cant move out of home away from my mum and sister. I love him and want to be with him and don't want him to break up with me because...

I have recently had a change in my mental health diagnosis. It changed from schizophrenia to borderline personality disorder. I still hear voices and see things. but am trying to better my life.

I used to not get why anyone would harm themselves in any way.
I used to not get why anyone would want to kill themselves.
I used to not get why it would be so hard for them to stop.
Now, I do. And I don't blame them for wanting to...

My emotions are like the mist
When it moves rolls an twists
It can be beautiful and serene
Like a peaceful ocean scene
Or it can be vengeful and scary
With a rage that's extra ordinary
For the pain caused there's no remorse
Until the...

Stupid Borderline Personality

I started to feel like I was out of my mind at age 21. My moods would change drastically in a matter of minutes to hours or from one day to the next. I was extremely paranoid of how others think of me or...

Hi there,
I am a fictitious EPer, created to represent a new support group founded by EPers' with a great attitude to fighting and conquering BPD. The Bob stands for Band of Brothers. If you would like to join, please add BPDBob to your...

I've never talked about my BPD with a lot of details. If someone wanted to know how's it like I just recommend them some links about the disorder. Because it is that difficult to talk about it. I'm going to talk about it for the first...

I spent over one hour writing it up. It was so important to me having the story posted and getting some support from others. I had a nervous breakdown this week and I was so happy to find a group for people with BPD. I came home...

Where did my experience about BPD go? It is gone.

This is for anyone in the group... is it just me? Or this disorder? That when I hear a negative comment or criticism that I take it to the extreme and make it more them it actually is?

That infuriates me to the core. (Isn't uncontrollable anger a symptom? Hahaaaaaa, I don't care.)
It seems that whenever BPD is brought up by someone who does not have it or has witnessed emotionally distraught/unstable people that do...

Hey guys. I wrote this the other day. And I was really upset.
Alright. You want me to be honest with you?
No, I'm fucking not okay.
I'm fucking sick of feeling unhappy
I'm fucking sick of feeling like i'm not good enough
I'm fucking...

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Borderline_personality_disorder#Emotions

- I'm impulsive in my decisions when it comes to people and friends and relationships, I do not however have a history of sleeping with multiple partners at the same...

I can't seem to get out of my head.
It's all I can say.
I have BPD and Major Depression Disorder.
It comes and goes I hate the funk.
Can't seem to want to get a job. No let me rephrase
I want to get a job
Volunteer
Looks like fun...

I want to end the pain.
I can't go any further.
I know it might be worth the fight but after all these years, all strengths have left. Standing alone against endless storms, it is hard to see the light that will help me sail home.
I...