I Am a Heroin Addict Stories of Experiences

So it started with alcohol and cigs. Through my life it progressed. More liquer more cigs more drugs. Then it went to hard drugs. First to party then I started to need it to get through the days. I was always experimenting to find...

It all started when I was 14 years old, I started going out with a guy older than myself and I thought he was the best thing in the world. After a few months I noticed him taking a drug but I was un sure of what. He offered it to me...

I am 26 years old. I am a mother of a wonderful 5 year old little boy. But I am also a heroin addict.

I wasnt always an addict. i started dating a heroin addict 6 years ago. i went thru hell and back trying to get him clean. he went...

ive been on gear 10 years and tried to kick it many times, but really want to do it this time any advice

I've been using black tar for exactly a year now and failed multiple times when I tried to quit. I told my mom in october while going thru some withdrawals at her house. Then I jus"t couldn't take it anymore and ran out of her house to...

ive been on methadone for 7 years and i got down to 2ml a day then stopped my drug worker said id just have mild withdrawal but he was full ov shit cause it was just as bad as coming of 70ml i lasted a day then i got some...

as u can see, it has been a while since i last uploaded anything. first of all, i failed. im using again. using alot. lost 3 teeth due to meth, and im also doing heroin. and well pretty much everything i can get my hands on. i dont...

They say that smoking is as addictive as heroin. Maybe but I think that with help at www.stopsmokingn.weebly.com it probably is not so. This website give free help to stop smoking and what it provides seems to be affective. It is a...

id get behind anything that helps ya kick and dont involve a 12 step program...im not going to exchange one form of slavery (the heroin) for another form of slavery...the mental, emotional, financial and spiritual slavery of 12 step...

Hi......I have been reading your stories and i can relate to a lot of your experiences. I dont want to do my "war story" but id love to share with you some hope in the form of the drug Ibogaine. I have a couple of friends who have...

Life is funny! I'd never ever think i'd be sitting at home with nothing to do and be very happy about it. My life was a mess. A little over a year ago I was living in a hotel broke jobless and about to lose my son. One day it just hit...

this was recorded in 1965 (or thereabouts) its a buffy st.marie tune that janis played with and did the wicked little ditty bout horse...but i guess she was wise in changing the title and lyric to "codine"....but anybody who has been...

i love philly about just as much as dope its my hometown im a city kid now im in the sticks and i hate it!. i have to go back in 2 weeks to see my p.o. im not worried about a drug test because im clean nor do i get drug tested. im...

been there and know the narrow minded neurotic hypocrite tightwads who sit around and tell me how much they can identify with me and pat me on the back for ":how great your doin kid" save your condescending two faced bullshit for thouse...

I've been on and off chasing it for almost three years now. It tears me apart from my friends, my girlfriend and my parents. I'm desperate for a shot of dope. It started with me running away to Seattle with my bestfriend when i was...

Once you are addicted, you are always addicted. I fully believe that.  I have been in rehabilitation programs off and on all year and as of today, I have not used in 3 months.  This may not sound like much, but to me it is huge...

Dear best friend,

I sit here not knowing what to say.
Not knowing what to do.

   I know you say we still are friends but I know now your best friend is no longer me, it's Heroin.
I've alway tried to be the for you but I guess...

is anyone here from the east coast more specifically new Jersey? just hoping to find a friend from the same area who knows how hard it is...years going thru this terrible thing and it seems there's no way out.i can't handle the sickness...

What does it take to beat this? To permanently let it go... to want to?

been eight years now...still can't beat it