I Am a Widow Stories of Experiences

Hi! I lost my husband May 21, 1911. Very suddenly most likely of a heart attack. He was on 60 yrs old and although not well I didn't expect to lose him so soon. I miss him all the time. I had to leave my home in FL and move to NY...

I always told myself that if I made it to 25 years of marriage, I would be married forever. A little more than a month before our 26th wedding anniversary, he committed suicide due to some unforgiving accusations from a close family...

I just saw a picture on FB with a friends grandfather in the hospital, and the thought entered my mind even if Greg was in the hospital I would still be so happy to have him here with us.

My husband of 17 years died three years ago...

April 03, 2000 we became bf and gf.... got married and have 3 kids. after 13 years same date April 03,2013 God took you away from us. It's hard for me to accept the fact but i have to because of our kids. I don't know when I stop...

It has been 9 months 15 days. It gets harder every day the thought of moving on without him. I've been with him since I was 19. For almost 38 years we were an amazing team!!! The cancer took him in 7 short months. The worst 7 months of...

I'm opinated, I can get aggressive but he was always right there with me. He died and now I don't know what that makes me. I was the other half. I just keep putting one foot in front of the other but I keep running out of tissue.
He...

I thought this would happen someday,but never like you imagine. The nights are worse. Just need to find something to do. Much better in the daytime.

We were married 35 years. Feel so out of control

My husband just passed away 3 weeks ago today. I miss him terriably. He was retired and I am still working and looking forward to retiring with him in a few years. We have been married for 20 years. He was in the hospital 5-1/2 weeks...

Hi, I lost my husband aged 57 in May 2010 and am so lost without him. I thought I was coping well but when I come home to empty flat every day and wake up in empty flat I feel so alone. I have family and friends close by but it is not...

My husband died unexpectedly at 56 yrs.old.We were together over 38 yrs.I am lost.He passed July 25th 2012.I feel I am getting worse not better.I feel so alone and empty.We have 3 beautiful children and 3 grandchildren.I am lost.

My husband died in Jan. 2010 at age 61. He survived cancer in 1988, only to have the chemo damage his heart and eventually kill him. We had almost 31 years together. I can not find any one else equivalent. One guy I have dated is sexy...

We got married June of 2011, we just started building our lives and planning our future. On March 22nd, he went to work just like any other day, I didn't even let him know I was awake, because I was waiting for him to go to work, so I...

Hi I lost my fiancé on Sunday 31st march 2013.
Alison has had a liver problem since she was 14. I met her when she was 17. 9 years ago they discovered lumps own her liver but instead of doing anything they just kept an eye on them. May...

I'm not a writer, the pain is too new. I lost my husband December 11th, 2012. I was woken up by a phone call from his office. The hospital called them trying to get me. I heard the first call, but I ignored it. I was tired. I knew my...

I lost my best friend and my rock almost 12 years ago......holy cow, has it really been that long? It still feels like it was just months ago. It was the most tragic devastating night of my life and at 19 it was unthinkable. I met...

My husband died four years ago, we were together for 27 years, since i was 16.
I thought i was doing so well when at four am on sunday morning i woke up and was all disorientated, where was my husband? why was he not in bed with me, i...

Hi i'm a 68 yr old man who is looking for a lady friend in the chicago ill area who like to role-play. I'm a closet crossdresser who like to have a ladyfriend to teach me how to be a lady. I'm willing to let her be in control.But i need...

Some say love survives death.

In some forms, it does. I will never stop loving my husband. Never ever. He's a part of my life, my mind, my memory, ,y heart. But not reality.

The love I have is not reflected. He has no love to give me...

To have only three letters I find the word why to be profound. Why do I say this? because I ask myself why everyday and this comes from the deepest part of my soul. Why did life take you from me? from us? Why did you take your life...