I Am Anorexic Stories of Experiences

All i ever hear is people telling me anorexia is a choice. i did not wake up one morning and decide that i want to starve myself. i didnt come home from school one day and say to myself, "i think im going to start being anorexic!" noone...

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I have there and don't want to go back even though sometimes I feel like I do. and one point I weighted less than 100 lbs. I was in the hospital one time went in at 115 and 3 days later weighted 165 and was not eating . yeah go figure...

there's always this never ending battle inside my head. i can never take a bite of food without feeling guilty. i wake up in the morning at 6 am to go jogging. i run about twenty five laps around the baseball field then do some other...

Hi my name is Leah and I am 13. Well I was always really heavy I was exactly 140 pounds and only thirteen that's well alot. Well I got so tired of it I became bulimic at first I lost only ten pounds and then I stopped losing. So then I...

I was always the "heavy girl" Always overweight and ugly. All my life I was made fun of for this reason. Every time someone said something to me whether it be my family (They call me overweight "fat" all the time) Doctor, and peers, my...

Woo!!!! made it two days without eating anything at all. I have to admit, I have definitely felt better. My head hurts like there's a balloon that I keep putting pressure on and every time I hold my breath, or laugh, it feels like my...

I've been this way ever since I was 18. I have just recently started counting calories. I've been without food for almost 38 hours now. It doesn't hurt anymore, I guess I'm just used to it. Whenever I try to to eat something, I remember...

Hey,
I'm 17 and my parents have just found about me being anorexic/bulimic... I already go to counselling for self harm and depressing and so they told my councillor and I'm getting referred to the 'eating disorder team.' I'm so scared...

Anybody in recovery ever get that feeling of wanting your eating disorder back? I have been feeling that way for the past few days and I hate it. The ED thoughts are telling me to act out. I want to listen to it so bad. I have been in...

i dont want to be anorexic anything. i would just like more control. i figured this group would know something about control. im average size right now and have a nosy but loving mother. i know i could easily do this. i just need a bit...

i just woke up, feeling sick.
i just want to disapear cuz i know the day will be the same.
i cant eat anymore, every time i eat i just want to throw up. i just eat like 3 times today.
people say i need help. but i know i need help but...

Am I really that fat? Everyone has been calling me fat. Like the abuse was any better. Anyway I am going to lose weight. I swear.
I am only going to eat 500 calories a day. No more than that or else I'm going to have to run for 2 hours...

Im currently 106 pounds, barely 5'2", and im 15. Im slowly recovering from anorexia after a year and 11 months. My recovery has been going on since March. i definitely struggle. its always a struggle to finish that last bite of food. I...

Today is my anaversary today marks the day that 1 year ago i decided to turn myself anorexic. This decision has only come to haunt because like well mostly everyone with an eating disorder, I took it too far. I ended up getting put in...

Hi everyone :)
i suffer from anorexia and have been recovering for the last few years, to know my back story, please read my first post here : EP Link

it's been a few years since i last wrote with you guys here. My recovery has gone...

I'm pretty sure i have an ED and I'm lookin for a girl around my age that is going through the same thing that i can talk to about everything....my weight is currently at 87lbs.im 25
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I have an anorexia nervosa. The last 8 months have been a living hell for me. I slipped along unnoticed by my parents for a month then they caught on to my constant stomach aches or fullness they let it go fpr another month hoping it...

I'm 22 female, had an eating disorder since i was 15, just need someone to talk to about all eating disorder related things. :)

Hello!
My name is Allison, and I've been struggling with Anorexia for 4 years. I'm 17 now, which means my anorexia started at the age of 13.

In elementary school, from age 6 to 13 I was bullied. I was either bullied for having friends...