I Am Afraid Of Love Stories of Experiences

I used to want to find someone, get married, have children, and live happily ever after. I still ADORE love stories, both movies and books, but I can't fathom it in real life. I have never dated or anything as of 21 years in May. I am...

So there's this girl that I've been talking to for almost a month now. I met her on a dating website, we went out for dinner the other night, and she's just as awesome as she's been since we started talking. Thing is, she says she's not...

I have never loved anyone. Not because I didn't want to, or because people didn't try to love me, but simply because I never made that connection. I respect my parents and siblings, but I don't think I love them. Same goes for my...

yeah i was afraid
till i said baby i will hurt for u , i want to feel every pain for u, and i did
i do
i will
you cant break me in that i become a rock
ill take all your pain you can have my my love and eternal amazement
and thats all...

Yep this is good song expainin it
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BpiqgIn6I9o

lyrics
I Keep on tellin myself that I'm alright
but I know that this wasn't other times
when i let em go and i was fine ooo I can't lie

B-section:
cuz I...

And I'm sorry...
All my work to keep it going, to flow passionately, I waste. All his work to keep me feeling comfortable and well... To harness me to his heart.. I waste. Because if I haven't seen the fire that will ruin this, I...

I'm afraid of falling in love and being completely vulnerable with someone. I'm really scared that someone could hurt me and break my heart.
I have never been in love with anyone my entire life and I think it's so weird.

I dont know how people do it.
They date for a short period of time and then its instant love. I am skeptical. I dont trust people, and I have a hard time letting people in. I have had a traumatic past, and that skewed my thinking and I...

I am young, I may not understand what love is. But I don't give it the chance, I don't let people know me. If I see that they are beginning to I run away close myself off try to make them understand why I am unworthy of their...

At last, every time I get it I refuse it.
Try to get them to love me more and hurt for me.
So I pull away, pull away from the pain, the fear and the hidden left over resentments.

I've been hurt so much...
But they say love like you've...

I never thought I could be this selfish. Or even this foolish, for that matter.
Maybe I should cover a bit of background here first. I'm a bisexual teenager with a pretty decent life with lots of friends and a good family. I really have...

Guys I like I am often afraid to smile at them... I want to so much and hold them and give them a hug and they don't know that their smile alone brings so much joy to me. I am afraid to talk to them in fear of people abusing me...I...

I'm not really afraid of love, I'm afraid of the crashing out of love part. I'm afraid of the people I love judging me, and not being good enough. I've spent my whole life trying to reach the goals and standards I've set for myself. To...

But that does not mean I would never put a python around my neck and let it squeeze a little while we play the trusting game.

I don't want to idolize anyone and put them at a god-like status. I don't want to lose sleep and lose eating over anyone anymore. I don't want to feed anyone's ego like that. I don't want to give myself to one person because my friends...

Afraid of the pressures
Afraid of the social aspect of it
Afraid of getting close to anyone
Afraid of trusting someone
Afraid of the physical attraction part of it
Afraid of love

I am afraid because if there is such a thing as love, it sure can cause a whole lotta pain.

in  love your  luck  plays the vital  role than your planning . the reason  is people do change .

"am loveable" most of people who know me said that, there r no reason not to love me hahaha , really I heard that many times, but I afraid of love itself afraid to love and give my self t love or to someone I love, ot maybe becouse I...

i have never once had an honest faithful boyfriend. ontop of that some have left me for other people. this includes highschool. the longest reltionships ive had have been where ive been heavily depended on emotionally. one of them was...