I Am Lonely Stories of Experiences

Reality? I am no part of this complicated equation of: occupation, society, politics... I am surreal. I'm not here anymore if I was ever here in the first place. My grip tightens, my jaw clenches, but my expression, neutral...

There is an idea of a Joshua Chew, some kind of abstraction, but there is no real me, only an entity, something illusory, and though I can hide my cold gaze and you can shake my hand and feel flesh gripping yours and maybe you can even...

I don't know why I feel so lonely. It's not like I don't have friends or family. I'm surrounded by people all of the time, it just feels like somethings missing, I always feel lonely and I'm not sure why.

I am said to be funny, witty, intelligent with many friends, so why do I feel so lonely? I have started avoiding social gatherings I don't know why.

I don't mind being by myself but I do feel there is a hole in me that is never ever...

I know I'm at risk of sounding ungrateful here, but please be assured that I try my best to always be aware of my good fortune. Sometimes I don't always have the perfect perspective on life though, which is why I value EP.com as much...

It was this last march that I ended up going through my breakup. I was with her for almost 5 years and we were engaged. Out relationship ended due to her cheating on me but I know deep down it was all my fault anyway. After the breakup...

I really like him wahhhh he makes me feel like he likes me too, but he hasn't made a move as such. He's stroked my hair and commented on its softness on numerous occasions, he's called me to him for a hug when he was sat down & he...

I kicked my b/f out last year. we had been together 7 years. I found he had met men behind my back. the last 6 months of our relationship, he never made it up to bed to sleep with me. i'd find him downstairs, passed out from drinking...

I am a 23 year old guy, I have a job, I graduated college, I am not bad looking, but yet I have the hardest time finding the right person. I have had a few girlfriends, but they never last, I want the one, I am tired of dating, I just...

I don't have the problems with money, finding friends. My problem is that i'm too kind and cheerful were people don't even barley think that i'm even sad. I'm always smiling and laughing with people you would consider me as normal but...

I treat everyone equally. Is that possible? Of course...
Why can't people leave me alone. I purposely don't keep a conversation going with a popular kid. Most I've known get their popularity by indulging their very hearts in darkness...

It has been a week.
You didn't reply my txt message, you never pick up my phone, you block every account of mine.
Why you do that to me?

Both of us knew that this love is difficult, and I really trusted us can get thought it together...

I have no close friends. I could wait an entire year and get no phone call from anyone to hang out or do something.

Every day is the same.
every night is the same.
I have been alone for years now.
Every day i hate to wake knowing that am living the same day all over again. Which I don't mind it's the fact I do it alone without much interaction with...

U left me because i love u and i always use to miss u...

U left me because u got some new xciting frnds.....

U left me because i m not like others......

u left me because i m not of your type.....

one day u will realize every thing...

I am a 27 yr old guy.... I want to scream but i cant
I want to love but i wont because i fear that i will be lonely.
I was a shy kid since my childhood. Always a mamas boy!! no friends in school, college and now at work,
Going to the...

Tonight we drink to youth and holding fast to truth
My heart still has a beat but love is now a feat
As common as a cold day in LA

Sometimes when I'm alone I wonder
Is there a spell that I am under
Keeping me from seeing the real thing...

I used to be a talkative, friendly little girl. But somewhere along the way things changed, and now, at 14, I am left with two friends.

One of those friends, I never get to see. And the other, she has this other girl she has gotten...

Not been a member long, but I can see already endless postings with responses replete with platitudes and unintended dismissals. While I am no certified expert in offering the following, I feel compelled to offer it, anyhow.I, too...

I have this issue of not ever being able to really be me. I have a strong sense of self but always feeling inside like a loser. I know how much I can do and have done but I can never feel confident at all around anyone. I feel as if I'm...