I Am Afraid Of Never Being Truly Loved Stories of Experiences

It's been six years since I left home, I never said good bye to anybody but my mother. I still remember the sadness and pain through her eyes asking me why I was leaving. I say Mom I promise one day I will explain to you the reasons...

It was so beautiful today .It was so warm and the wind was blowing softly and the the air was so fresh .I was looking out my window at all the couples walk by and friends just hanging out .And all I could think of is why can't I have...

i wonder if that will ever happen in my life again, not haven much family , not really haven friends, WHY? i was happy with my own family, thats all i need it.i'm not looking for a mate, i'm set in my own way. i couldn't even begin...

Ok so people like me but one is my friend like 1st grade and the ether one is just a retarder just date me or txt me at 7036226935

I was thinking about it today and realize that I always have a crush on a guy. I never had a guy crush on me. All the guys I crush on I always find out that they have girlfriends or don't like me.

I am very afraid of never being truly loved. I have never felt like I was ever truly loved, and don't know if I will ever know the feeling that someone gets when they are truly and honestly, and completely Loved. I wish to know that...

of never knowing the truest feeling love has for my heart, let alone my mind.
the creation of self-doubting certainly questions every single possible emotion l have and then question .... why do l feel this way? what am l feeling? thus...

I'm confused. Extremely confused.
Just the situation and my feelings are confusing
I started to get to know this guy who's actually my brother's friend, around now 2-3 years. The weird part is, we're more friends than my brother and him...

I just came to the realization: I am truly loved. And I don't think I'm afraid of never being truly loved.. I'm afraid of letting myself feel that.
All of my life, I've been loved and left, loved and left, and it's made me believe...

So I just had an epiphany. Have you ever really took the time to sit and evaluate your life? Took the time to look at where you could've done things differently? Where things went wrong? What if? Have you ever took the time to be...

i've seen it happen to almost everyone else...but not me. in 30 years, i've never found anything close to love. men have treated me horribly or have been very selfish.

there was one man who seemed to love me, but he was so clingy and...

To start off, I'd like to say that my life is missing a puzzle piece, if you will, that begins my story. I'm adopted. And that makes me wonder automatically what it was that made her give me up. My mind thinks it was painful at times...

It's hard for me to admit. I like to see myself as an independent type who needs no one else, but the truth is that I year for somebody to love me, even if it's just one person. And I'm terrified that it will never happen.
I don't want...

Who would love me? I'm insecure, jealous at times, I over think and over analyze everything, and I care too much about people who could give two shits about me. I'm flawed but I'm also really sweet. I don't think I'm good enough for any...

I´m at work, I look out the window and see a couple, walking across the street. They just got married, they look so happy..
Will I ever have that? I dont see it happening. I think I´m not meant to have that in my life.
Some people...

I just needed to get this out! :)

I liked a guy for years now... I wonder if he knows
I went to his primary school, im in high school now. I never told anyone i liked him :( im just too shy and quiet!
When i see him i get all excited...

I had my heart broken once.. And when I think about it, I don't know how to feel about it. The story is long and it keeps playing in my head like a movie. But the more time goes by, the more it feels like I'm an spectator, like the...

i feel creeped when a guy shows interest on me! love equal pain!!! now i reject any man who likes me as a way to protect my heart from being hurt again

I can't trust any man anymore, several failed relationship and I don't know how...

Never would I have ever thought of myself in this situation. It's crazy.

I'm so afraid of anyone seeing me. for some reason scares the hell out of me.
I'm pretty sure it's because I feel they will judge me if looking and judge me for...

When I was younger, I didn't believe in love at all. I feel the world we live in is too selfish. The last couple of years I realized love does exist. There are very few people in the world that truly know how to love someone completely...