I Hide My Depression From Everyone Who Knows Me Stories of Experiences (Page 4)

I keep telling myself everything will be alright but deep down I know it wont one day im going to do something stupid and get hurt im falling apart at the seams slowly and the control I have built up will soon come crashing down...

this all started with family , i had family issues so from the time i was 10 i would cut my arms my legs , places people could and couldnt see. i felt better whenever i did this, i felt like i deserved it so i did it. later i met the...

yeah I'd love to talk, I always had depression, but before when I was a kid I thought I was being too dramatic and tries to shutdown the emotions, but during the nights out of nowhere I start thinking about past events, people etc and...

I suffer from clinical depression and only my doctor actually realizes how bad it is, No one who knows me can see how depressed I am all the Time, I tried finding pills that would help me to feel better, but I'm allergic to one of the...

That's me always got a smile on my face but nobody sees the inside because I hide it to well. I keep it all hidden because nobody I know would understand let alone want to help if I told them how I felt and what was going on they would...

Everyone thinks that I am just a happy go lucky person all time. I wish I really was but I am not but I know that a fake smile can go a long way. I have pretty much perfected my fake smile so that no one knows there is something...

In their eyes I'm better..in their eyes I overcame it but in truth I'm worse I can do the fake smiles and pretend I'm good but most of the times I'm not and I put them through hell before I cnt talk to no one just thinking about draging...

The only people I have ever told about my depression have been online. I honestly think the samaritains must have saved my life at least 3 times in the past year. Their emailing has been invaluable to me.

The thought of telling my...

Hi, I am feeling quite depressed and just need to get everything off my chest before I do something stupid.

So, I am gay. I have been in a relationship for 3 and a half years. I met him in my home town of Glasgow in Scotland. There I...

I alays come off as the happy-go-lucky, always ready to crack a joke kind of girl. The only person wo knows how dead i've been inside is God, and I dont think he's planning on telling anyone soon. I always feel so alone and cold. I hate...

So at the start of high school I put on a little weight and had acne but when I was young I didn't seem to care, by the time I was in year 8 people bullied me for my acne and that's when it started getting me a little worried about my...

For as long as I can remember I have found it almost impossible to open up about my emotions, I guess I picked it up from my parents as they would rather bottle things up that talk it out, I now do the same which is dangerous because it...

today i went to a small family bbq at the beach it was a good day over all i just wish i would do more with my life i know im going to do something great but when will it come . i keep waiting but i know i need to get up and do...

today i went to a small family bbq at the beach it was a good day over all i just wish i would do more with my life i know im going to do something great but when will it come . i keep waiting but i know i need to get up and do...

I'm 16 years old and I'm hiding my depression from everyone. 10 months ago 4 kids from my small town passed away from a car accident one of them being my 1st cousin that I grew up with. She was one year younger then me and we were so...

I do my best to hide my depression with humor and a cheerful smile even though inside i feel like i am dying. i do it because i am afraid if people really knew me they would leave and i don't want to bring them down. the few times i...

Since I knew the true meaning off life and understand things alot more. Since my grandad past away in 2009 i felt like my life has changed, bout 4 years ago I meet my 18 nearley 19 year old wife I was over the hills and befor i meet her...

My mother was Sylvia. She was diagnosed with Endometrium Cancer when she was 57. She was stage 4 and I wasn't completely sure what this meant in cancer terms. The phone call was very mind shattering even though I wasn't sure what it all...

When you have friends, or lovers, or whatever, common sense dictates that you are supposed to be able to go to them when you have trouble.

I can't do it. I usually have this thing where I don't want to bother other people with my...

Its been years since I tried too kill myself yet I still feel the same no matter how much time pass it still there,I dnt cut or try anything to hurt myself anymore as much as I want to I cnt do it.

Everyone thinks I'm fine,that I'm as...