I Want U to Just Say Whatever Is On Your Mind Stories of Experiences (Page 16)

i gave my dog away today. it killed me inside, but i did what i believed was best 4 her. she is a one yr, old german sheperard, i got when she was like 8 weeks old. i had put to sleep my german sheperhard mix the same day. i kmew she...

my grandson is 4 . he is anything but shy, he has a good vocabulary, n talks alot .i love him very much. my daughter was 18 when he was born, she is divorceing the asshole father of both grandchildren. he is very smart, but to full of...

my granddaughter is as perfect as u can be, from her blue eyes down to the tips of her pudgy little toes. sje offers me love w/ out any price, she rescues me from darkness n returns me to the light, she doesnt even know it, that she is...

my oldest daughter who is 22 yrs, old lives at home again w/ me. after leaving her husband(the asshole).but i know have 2 wonderful grandchildren. i love having her back w/ me. i feel like a bad mother though at times, between my...

I like this guy Matt who is twenty years old. The problem is that I am 14 and I have a crush on him. My mom knows him and he treats me different than the rest of the girls . I met him on a college campus because my mom knows him from...

she can make me smile,when i feel only feel like crying, even in the darkness she can make me see the  light.  her little fingers wrap around mine, she makes these cute baby sounds, she looks at me n i know, i will do...

had a good day today, the darkness was there but it far enough away, i laughed, really laughed, w/ my daughter n my pot friends. it was nice n relaxed, the darkness, had faded, to gray. but then he comes home, n the laughter is gone...

why be normal? why be afraid? dont lock your soul away n hide your painopen your heart. u now i wont run ,   be yourself never live in regret r doubt.

its not fair i now its not right, i should love each child the same, but when i hold my granddaughter tight, when i look at her face, i now she is the greatest escape from my darkness n pain, she can feel a void in my heart in my life...

I am sooo obsessed with an individual that used to be obsessed with me. I never did find him to be a threat but sometimes those benign eyes and pleading hearts can be just as cruel when given the appropriate amount of leverage or power...

I'm a waste of space and should be put down

My general sense of life is that, if dignity is a high priority, you need to spend a lot of time by yourself.

How evolve are we, if we constantly need reinforcement from others on every single action we do?

my mind is a scary place at times:
ok currently thinking about why isn't there a book called Quantum Physics for dummies? I mean seriously Quantum Physics can't be that complex now can it? ;)
What would you do if today was suddenly...

my life is like living in the eye of a storm. there is so much darkness, so much despair. just when it seems calm, lightening strikes, n the rain comes pouring in. there is barely any light, stom clouds block out the sun.its cold n...

am so fucked -up. bulimic, o..c.d., depression, n many more. i worry my children will become as fucked-up as me. my innoncent grandchildren will they get my fucked -up genes. its made enough my life is in ruins. they r all i have left...

i cant recall my mother ever saying i love u. yes, i believe she does somewhere inside of her. but not like a mother should. i have never been good enough , smart enough. she use to say i was fat,(i never was)now am to skinny.if i say...

i have only been useing the computer a few months, before that never even turned it on.lol.  but am so glad i did. being here on e.p. n chatting w/ others n being able to get things off my mind, has really helped. i just wanted to...

sometimes i feel like all i do is complain about this shitty life. i now i'am the only one who can truly change the things i need changed, but what if thats not enough. i feel like there is something fucked -up inside of me. these...

things actually r going good . got a BIG raise at work. finally got a shrink , that says they can get me in to see them in like 2 weeks instead of months. its been over a month, still have not given in to bulimia, but i know i...