I Fight Depression and Loneliness Everyday Stories of Experiences

I've been struggling with depression, anxiety, and self-harm for several years now... I'm haunted by repetitive nightmares... I dropped out of college because I couldn't handle it and I've yet to get my license, or apply to for a job...

I am not perfect by any means and I don't expect sympathy... we are in a waking dream and I am sleep walking... alone in nature is the only time I experience peace... everyday I wake up with painful riddles and attempt mantras to cope...

my body cries tears of blood
my heart cries tears of pain
as the cut begins to flood
my hearts tears begin to drain
the hurt cures the numbness and the inner pain
now people are asking questions
I begin to answer them
they are...

I fight depression every day as it creeps up on to me at various intensities depending how I am feeling.
At times I feel way over whelmed by many situations working against me and I feel there is no easy answer in over coming why I feel...

I have been diagnosed with depression since 5th grade. I was bullied about during elementary school & that affected my self esteem a lot. I was called fat, ugly, & worthless everyday. I tried to move past it when I entered middle school...

I dont know why im depressed most of the time,
i have the same issues as most people.
I dont know why im lonely when i have someone
around me all day every day....

Husband cheated on me over a couple years ago. He even had the balls to take our children to his girlfriends house than expected them to lie to me. I had a breakdown and was in hospital for long time. Trying to rebuild my life but...

Today and pretty much everyday I feel numb. I have two amazing kids a partner. Yet I feel utterly alone, numb and desperate for human contact.

It sucks.
I can't even bring myself to type more here.

no one knows im always depressed and lonely i always hide behind a smile and act like i dont care but when im alone i break down i write with my right hand so it has alot of force so i use that hand to knife myself i kno one day i'll go...

I sit and find myself wondering why i try... Why i try so hard everyday when nothing works out.... something bad is always there to knowck me down..When i was little i had an uncle who i shared a birthday with. I loved so dearly... he...

Here I lay, crying in the darkness. I'm all alone and I guess I'm used to it. I can't find my sister, she's been away. I cry because I know she is hurting and the longer I wait for her I hurt too. I hope she's okay, she won't really...

Just lying on my bed and talking to me...
"Who am i..?? and What i want to be..??"

I see people happy holding hand of there love....
And then i see myself, who was ditched n hurt....

Parents are God, who always love...
I don't knw...

I ws a happy n an easy going guy! nd nw i am jst a shadow!! living bt without any purpose.. My love left me a lng tym ago, still i overcomed the pain sumhw... Bt wasted a lot of tym due to which i'm still nt holding a degree! Hv to face...

do you ever get that feeling that you want to be someone else, even just for a day so that you can live one day where you escape all of the confusion and mess that is your life.

I feel like I want to redo life, sounds stupid but I...

About 3 years ago, my emotional state was chaotic. Today, it is quite controlled. Yet even though I barely even notice the more trivial emotions, the big two, love and hate, continues to shine through.Well, what I found when I realised...

I am a man of two different worlds, I am a person who wishes I were invisible,but yet there are times I wish I was seen. There are times I walk around clueless, as if I'm walking in fog or walking blindfolded with no clear sense of...

One day I looked at the calendar and my high school graduation was looming...then one day I wake up and I'm 34 years old and have achieved nothing noteworthy since high school. It's like...where the hell did all the time go? I look...

hey every one!
i am Angle..
i am 17 about to turn 18 in 3 weeks
i have a boyfriend ,he is my whole world..he is 19 1/2 .. tall, handsome ..buff, and very sweet...every thing a girl could want, when i was 12 i tried to kill myself ..i...

I cry everyday blaming myself for being alone and nobody cares about me. I am really depressed I am calling everybody from my heart I need someone in my life I feel useless and I want to die. I wish if I wasn't born. Why I am so ? I don...

Everday is like groundhog day. Eat,Sleep,Therapy Repeat. What is my therapy you say?? Well besides traditional therapy like seeing a professional therapist but life and world around me is dim, uneventful and non-exsisent. It seems I am...