I Am Bulimic Stories of Experiences

Hello everyone.Today I want to share my story.I am 13 years old.85% or higher student. Going into the eighth grade.If you were to ask anyone who doesn't know me very well, they will say I am overall very happy.But I have a secret.I am...

There's not much to this story. I was never fat as a kid. I had a flat stomach, but I wasn't a twig- I had meat on my bones. Like Selena Gomez or Britney Spears. But just because I wasn't all skin and bones like the other girls, I was...

I had always been a thin girl with enough self confidence, excellent student without effort and nothing dramatic happened to my life. However the last few years I felt too much pressure. Like everybody was expecting from me more than I...

I'm sick of IT. Just sick and tired of IT. But I can't stop doing IT and IT's long taken over and revels in tearing me up into some one-or-another parts. But soon, very soon, I'll no doubt forget IT. IT's cunningly clever, IT keeps...

Hey,I'm almost 17 years old. I met mia last year. I was chubby and i was happy with it. I had boobs,ass i thought woman should be curvy so i kept eating like a pig. I wasn't weak at school noone could make fun of me,i was the mean girl...

My bulimia is triggered by anxiety. Any type of anxiety. I used to think the problem was the binge eating, that I was using food to soothe the pain. The purging was just to fix the problem when I messed up. But I recently realized it...

i think my eating disorder has been coming for years. since my family was torn apart. i used to be an extreme overeater. then i saw how fat i was. 160 and 4 foot 7 inches. well. i lost forty pounds and grew almost a foot since then. i...

yes, i am. i have gotten used to the constant pain of throwing up, it feels like your not just spilling your guts but letting out what you can't and as you flush, it feels like those things are going down the drain. Never to be seen...

have you noticed the power of a good song? i been trying to give up mia, and it´s so damn hard, but there´s this song shake it out of florence+the machine that give me some strength, i think many of us can relate to this, why the hell...

I haven't been doing it for a while but I wanna know how many times
You do it a day. I was thinking twice a day but don't know if its too much

I tried anorexia, I can't give up the food for I am a fat girl at heart.
So I gag myself into a one(in women)
The high I get from this is indescribable.
It all started very young with who knows what.
I tried meth bu it threatened my...

Hi I've been struggling with bulimia for about 6 months now and I need help. It feels like my life is crumbling because im so unhappy of how I look and feel. It was scary to notice myself how quickly an eating disorder can happen and...

This is pretty weird for me. I can't believe that my bulimia has gotten to a point where I need to seek help from an online forum. Nonetheless here I am.

I have been a bulimic for 10 years and now at the age of 23 I have to say enough...

What am I doing to myself ? I know better than this..
Why do I keep doing this ? It hurts my throat but I continue to poke at it anyways
It is disgusting, I know this
It is unhealthy, I learned that
But I still do it
I'm beginning to...

I am turning 16 in half a month. It started a few years back, but i wasn't nearly as bad as it is now. I would turn to throwing up my food only when i felt I had eaten too much. But now, it's anything i eat...I feel disgusting and I don...

I have been a bulimic since 18 years old and my 23rd birthday is fast approaching. For the past five years I have not been able to go more than 4 days maximum without throwing up some quantity of food. My everyday was consumed by the...

for one month everything was good, I was fighting against my bulimia ( 6 years ) I was eating right, working my ass hard every day, but my friend told me that I should do a "cheat day" that was supposed to help me loosing more weight...

Ok, I've always been jealous of anorexics because I don't know how to say no to food. If I try to skip a meal, I just think about it and think and think and til finally I cave and not only do I eat, I binge. And then I feel disgusting...

I've been starving my self and making myself throw up for a little over two years. I've lost 89 pounds now.
But now I want to stop throwing up, but i can't. Literally, I can't. I stopped intentionally throwing up 8 days ago. Now my...

I thought I could end it whenever I wanted, but now I find myself being haunted. At first it was no big deal, but now I can't stop...dosen't this kill? I'm ashamed at what I do, but If you were that low, wouldn't you be too? I wonder...