I Want To Be Everything I Am Not Stories of Experiences

I want to be happy!
I want to be happy and bright.
I want to smile sweet smiles.
I want to believe in myself.
I want to believe that I can trust myself!
I want to be self - confident!
I want to be stronger!
I want to be intelligent.
I...

Everything I Want To Be &  Everything I Am Not =
GOOD, THIN(ner), STRONG (emtionally/mentally), smart, successful, beautiful, talented.... a winner, committed, hopeful, confident, outgoing, deserving, faithful, peaceful, clear headed...

Skinny.
Emotionally stable.
Happy.
Smart.
Successful.

There's more but that's all I can think of right now.

I want to be accepted. 

I want to be straight.

I want to be bubbly.

I want to be happy.

I want to be outgoing.

I want to be interesting.

I want to be a person with many friends... real, true friends.

I want to be family...

most of all....i want to be pretty...thin...and happy....

I'd like to be a lot of things that I am not, but at the same time, I like a lot of things about the way that I am. That's hard for a lot of people to believe, seeing as how my life is the way it is, but it's true. I could spend my...

Pretty

Funny

Intelligent

Sophisticated

Positive

Creative

Skinny as a rake

I want to be the opposite. Change things i can't change. But I knos this won't happen it's impossible. If I chanegd my thinking it would help, but that'll thake some work also... :P