I Miss My First Love My Forever Man Stories of Experiences

I was 16 years old. I was shy, self-conscious and filled with so much doubt. Throughout the 3 years we were together you gave me experience and prospect like I've never felt in my life. You changed me, you saved me.
I remember...

i need the one who can be my shadow
hey boy ,will you be my shadow??
hey boy ,will you be my shadow??
ho ho!! i never wanna be alone
the only thing that comes with me
is MY SHADOW

and i want you to be my shadow
my shadow,
my shadow
I...

best place on the earth!!
verse 1:

wereva yo're wid me
is the best place on the earth
i feel like lyk a paradise!
yes!tat's wat i cal a paradise!!
yo'l neva kno how i feel
wen i'm with yu
wish tha same you feel iside!!

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I remember our first kiss on New Year's Eve......
To feel your arms again, to feel your lips on mine......
It would be pure heaven, but that will never be.
Oh dear man, I miss you so.  My heart breaks over  and...

 
He was my musician....the music he made in my life will stay in my heart forever.
He played acoustic and electric guitar. His Spanish guitar was beautiful and I still have it.  It makes me smile to remember him...

AND THAT IS WHAT I CALLED HIM.....MY BEAUTIFUL MAN.
I MISS HIS VOICE CALLING MY NAME.......I WAS HIS IRISH JEWEL......
I MISS THOSE EYES, SO DARK AND BROODING.....
I MISS THE SCENT OF HIM...CEDAR AND LIME AND WHITE MUSK.....
I MISS...