I Self-harm Stories of Experiences (Page 10)

funny what u can do to urself when u're in a seething rage. i've hit myself repeatedly, i've banged my fist against walls and doors to an extent where my hand hurt when if i wrote for a long time. i've scratched my face, bitten my...

I scratched myself today, I had no razors, id have preferred razors, blood flow releasing the despair but I have to survive on the sharp burning sting.
Lol, I quit this last year, couple of slip ups but I was doing fine. But now im...

I thought I knew you
So silver and cold.
I thought I felt free,
With crimson so bold.

You failed to mention
The scars I would keep.
The tears I would cry,
The guilt I can’t beat.

I thought I knew you
A comfort too strong,
A lie...

I used to dress for others. To look beautiful. I had the newest trends and everything that looks good on me. I'm not one of those skinny girls guys fantasize about. But I'm not horrendous I'm tall I had beautiful eyes that are now deep...

She wears all black
Eyeliner as dark as she can get it.
A bold statement against her pale skin.
Her hair dyed black,
Falls straight down.
Hiding her beautiful face.
A face full of sadness.
But no one ever notices.
Her mask is...

i self harm at the top of my arm so no one can see my pain and torture i need someone but i dont have anyone no one has any idea of my self harming i dont do it way to deep because then the scars will never heal but it hurts so much i...

Well I used too I haven't done it in 6 months but i'm seriously thinking of starting again I just can't take it anymore my darkness is over powering me I'm starring too love the darkness because I feel like I can camouflage in it . It...

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Some people do it for the blood, some do it for the stinging sensation, some do it to bleed out the emotional pain, some do it for all the wrong reasons, I do it because I have to. I could probably stop if I wanted to, but I don't have...

Well.. It all started 5 years ago..
I seemed happy. But honestly , i was a horrible mess.
My (divorced) parents were always talking about each other badly, were fighting over me, I was beat by my stepdad, no one at school liked me, I...

im not afraid to admit that my self harming started because i wanted attention. i was hurting inside, alot. but no one ever reached out for me. i started when i was 10, when my parents were distant. at first the cuts were just on the...

HIT MYSELF OVER THE HEAD WITH A HAMMER WHEN I WAS FAILING COLLEGE
THAT WAS MY PUNISHMENT TO MYSELF...
i MAKE MYSELF BLEED INSERTING objectS VAGINALLY TO CUT OR ANALLY TO CUT DELIBERATELY.
I HAVE MADE MYSELF BLEED OR PICK AWAY AT CUTS...

Its hard for me to feel happy, call me spoiled, even though i have a 'great' life. Ive got a great family, amazing friends, but nothing feels right. im always depressed, always upset. but i always hide it behind the fake smile. i dont...

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No matter what I am doing, I am always second best. I have been battling self hatred for 4 years now. It has mostly been self harm, but I have done much, much more. Nobody puts be first. Nobody pays attention to my pain. Everyone puts...

I've been self-harming for nearly ten years. There was a period when things got better for me but in the past couple years I've been doing it on and off again. I have scars on my forearms one in particular bothers me because of the...

I'm listening to slow, beautiful instrumental music in a darkly-lit room. I slowly roll back my sleeve, exposing my pale forearm. With one hand I hold my sharpest pair of scissors, and with the other I gently finger the blades, then...

I self-harm.
I don't cut or burn myself like most, I scratch..
You may be asking yourself "How is that self-harming?", well, I do it to the extent where I break my skin, & I don't even stop then. I go deeper & deeper with my nails. Some...

First of all, I am a 34 year old Male and I Self Harm. I don't really know what led to this, but I have many factors. I have had Bipolar since I was young, and also had to deal with a lot, so any of those things could have been a...

11. That's how old I was when I first started harming myself. It all began with just stress and problems going on in my life. There were times where I just couldn't take the hurt, the crying, the pain. The first time was just a random...