I Kept Alot Inside My Heart Stories of Experiences

I wish I was as invisible as you make me feel

It's so much easier to run than face all this pain here all alone

Theres nothing left of me to be hurt anymore, I've been torn apart.

“Who am I, 23 and it’s all a lie
I thought I knew who I was
wondered whe were here with me
But this darkness is breaking everything in me
These infinite questions have shattered all the peace
But I won’t question in the dark
What...

I did everything i could possibly do to make sure you never got hurt. for 3 years i dragged myself on the street hustled every dime and did everything could to feed you.. as much a i resented you for what you made me become i loved you...

Been thinking of writing a story...................To Be Continued

I don’t understand why should I let you know about my thoughts,Feelings ..what is in my heart and how it beats…Surely if still I have to clarify I am sorry to say then you truly don’t deserveAn iota of emotions to be wasted on you...

love enraptured my heart to the fullest. It touched my soul so gently
Filling my heart with immense desire as your love for me you declared.
But now my heart is so numbed everything seems to be vague and mirage..
Trust I can’t...

There goes the saying Life is not lived without knowing separation.It manifests because of desire or sometimes from desperation but most times it is brought by fate but our irony we brought ourselves.
Though realizing every moment it is...

Do I really want? If I let you know what I really want and what lies inside my heart and how I see and want you in my life it may scare you …you can’t even think also what boundaries My want can cross I sometimes get scared seeing...

Sometimes the words I say are flat and empty. They slip from my lips, they lie like waste paper in a bin.
Still I try to fill them with life, laughter, and love that I need you to hear, to feel, but they still seem papery.

I'm too quiet sometimes, more so than people think. Would anyone really want me to express all the secret anger and resentment, the doubts I can't put into words, the fears, losses, the love you never really wanted from me, the defeat...

when you let your mind wander, where does it go? Is there anyone else doing the same wondering and feeling as I? I find myself knowing that I have so many things going for me in my life, people cheering for me and loving me, i think i...

I have always been a strong person to the outside world. No matter how wrong unfair life treated me i never wept before somebody.I cannot see people sympathising with me calling me poor little girl. I have become like this.I have often...

when you are as ugly as me... it is a useless organ ... this is a world were only the physically beautiful and violent survive
I have loved a lot of people and cared for many people...
I cared about Louise when her mother was ill, I...

Is it love at first sight? Hell no, i don’t even think that exists, but one thing I am sure of is that it’s love. I have known her for four years now, we kicked off as class mates and two years later we were best friends, best...

i and he were like 2 bodies and a soul...the day he proposed me was lyk a dream for me..we both enjoyed each others company, shared small and big things...it was hard to think of a single moment without him....but slowly and gradually...

you talk about suffering, the agony the pain i cause. I am a hindrance in your life, according to you. But so easily you forget all the times I bailed you out, gave you shelter, gave you love, fed you always by your side when needed...

Its very hard for me to share my feelings to someone face to face. I can put it in a card, write it in a story or note but to actually look the person in the eye and say I love you or any emotion is difficult for me.It's also very hard...

I been with my fiance for 4yrs. now. We have a 2yr. old daughter togerther. Most of the times i dont tell him of how i feel about many things. i know that he wont know how i feel until i tell him. i said i luv u to him first, i always...