I Was Sexually Abused By My Dad Stories of Experiences

I was 5 when my parents divorced. My dad got custody of me. At age 7 my dad pulled me aside and talked to me about school then he said he wants to play a game. I agreed to playing. He told me I can't tell anyone at all. I promised and...

When I was 11 my dad asked if I wanted my mum dead and I said no. Then he said if that's true do as I say or she will die so I said I would obey his every word. He took me to the bathroom and locked the door. Then he took off his and my...

My neighbor, Tiffany and I went to the beach. This is where Tiffany confessed everything to me. How she suffered from sexual abuse from her dad. And how she wanted to kill herself, how worthless she felt.
I knew something was up when...

I was molested by my dad several times between the ages of 8-11. My mom is not emotionally available and was not supportive of me as a child; hypercritical would be putting it lightly. My dad was very loving and supportive 95% of the...

Ha! It makes me laugh, how I feel because of him. Him lol if only it was that easy. If only he was somewhere else when my mum was they wouldn't have met. I'd rather us not be here than live with this, for my mum not to see it everytime...

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So where to begin this twisted tale of mine.. Well let me beginning with my background..I grew up in a what most people would have thought a poor but happy family with parents who were church goers and good people.. We wee...

A post from my blog last night http://diaryofabrokenchild.blogspot.com

I'm Angry
So today in therapy we talked about anger. I feel like I get angry at a lot of small things because I'm not addressing the actual reasons I'm angry. So...

Growing up I always knew my step dad wasn't my dad. I had met my biological father when I was 4 or 5 then lost touch with him until I was 10. When we got back in contact with each other my mom was eager to make plans for me to visit him...

From 6-15 I was molested by My Dad. But everytime he would touch me he would them Buy Me Everything I Wanted Or give me Money ... I Never told anyone until now that I Am a Grown Up. But Seems like no One Understands Me .. They Make It...

My dad is still abusing me today. When I was little, he would make me sleep with him. Now he stares at me and touches me innapropriately, like staring or slapping my behind. This has been going on since I was 8 years old. But Im a BOY...

Pain for years,
inspired by another on EP,
I too let the words flow tonight.
My heart is bruised, my mind, so afraid,
I have never known a life w/o fear,
without guilt, shame, self-consciousness.
I miss my brother tonight, gone again...

Is the fact that I am morally an orphan. He did try to kill himself that day, but I wouldn't let him. He doesn't deserve to get away with it so easily. He doesn't deserve my love, my thoughts, my pain, my devotion. Yet, as hard as I...

I guess you could call this an update. I have housing now and I am starting to get used to it. It's quiet out there and I'm starting to find some peace. I have a very nice elderly neighbor. There are a couple of men on the other side of...

My mom passed away last night. When they took her away it felt as if they took a piece of my heart with her.
I can now tell her story openly use her name without worry of offending her sibbligs who insist on sweeping it under the rug...

im 15 years old and iv been being hurt for a long time, iv wrote on here about my story before, but right now its getting worst and im scared, i need someone to talk to i dont know how much longer i can take this i need to share my...

my dad had been sexually abusing me since i can remember until i turned about 12, he was not a good man but everyone thinks hes a great man but when he is here he spends his time hitting me and occasionally my mom, i thought everything...

I've been having a hard time keeping my head above water. I am doing it anyway.

The worst part is the loss of God in my life. Just utter darkness and blankness.

I can't understand why some new age type thinks that I needed all of...

I am here on behalf of my mother and two little brothers who didn't live to tell. I still suffer the consequence of my grandfathers actions as my mother suffers a severe case of survivors guilt. From the ages of 6-12 my mother made...

I grew up in a basically really nice suburb in Connecticut. My father was in the insurance industry. He molested me during my entire childhood.
I mention this b/c there are stupid stereotypes around incest. Even middle and upper middle...

Originally I started my blog just to have a diary to write in about my sexual abuse as a child. Recently a few others have found it and followed me and Its so nice to get the support. But after talking with friends who are also...