I Feel Empty Stories of Experiences

It's not that I feel as if something is missing but rather that I am better off feeling this way. Doctors will tell me otherwise but I don't think there is anything I need.

Silently my mood redress,

tangled thoughts seem in a mess,

the mind unkind tries to tease,

mixed emotions like to squeeze,

light fades from gold to grey,

particles of dust float and sway,

along a beam of hazy view,

tears of rust...

Not lonely, not abandoned,not depressed, not weird, not misunderstood. Empty. I feel I have got nothing to say. I feel the words I may say are not real words, but just howls "hey, don't you forget about me, I am here". Just narcissistic...

I was in a relationship with a guy I met online. We met face to face. He wanted to have sex but I didn't. I wasn't ready. He said he understood. We were together for seven months. He tried to have sex with me again but when I said no he...

The pain is stronger than me
How am I supposed to feel happy?
Don't ask anything about me
I'm in the line between fine and not fine
I can keep lying that I'm alright
But it won't ever change a thing
The way I lived yesterdays doesn't...

i was having this weird dream lately. Where i'm inside this grey sphere, and outside there are people i dont know, Staring at me with looks that give a strange pressure to my body. And then there's a point where i scream out and ask...

Well, I joined this Experience Project website/blog to see if I could find some people like me, who were feeling that same numb ache as I am. And I did. But now what? I guess I can post my poems, writing, and all of my rants about how...

When I was little, I would laugh and play, cry and shout, smile and frown. I was a child. I remember little bits and pieces from my shattered childhood, but so many of the pieces are missing. Sometimes when I look back at my life as a...

I'm laying on my couch trying to think of some clever metaphor to describe how I'm feeling. I typed a few sentences about a drinking glass developing the power to think and being super happy whenever it was performing its intended...

This is a poem I made.

What ever happened to your heart?it used to
be so kind.Now I feel like you wanted me as a
toy,you say you're the only one suffering.Like
that's true,I cry with sorrow and I hardly ever sleep.
Wondering,was that...

I used to be so emotional. I would be so sensitive to everything people thought of me. I think I felt everything so much that eventually I just went completely numb,worthless,and bored with everything. I will go to amusement parks and...

Most of my life, I felt outside of every thing , I didn't know how to make friends or to accept friendship...
I saw [eople as better then myself, or worse then me.I'm learning this is not true.

Just look at people, we are all the same...

Most of my life, I felt outside of every thing , I didn't know how to make friends or to accept friendship...
I saw [eople as better then myself, or worse then me.I'm learning this is not true.

Just look at people, we are all the same...

Most of my life, I felt outside of every thing , I didn't know how to make friends or to accept friendship...
I saw [eople as better then myself, or worse then me.I'm learning this is not true.

Just look at people, we are all the same...

i was always a popular kid growing up i finished school studied gave up went back started working climed to the top then just fell off went back to study ,had a hot gf then started smoking weed and lost all sense she left me eventually...

This sucks.. I don't have any feeling at all.. I used to be a very competitive girl, always want to be the best, but I guess luck was always not by my side, I never really achieved what I wanted.
And now, it seems that I don't care...

So, May 9th, I'm assaulted by another student. Broke a bone in my face. Switch off emotionally.

Good few weeks on, still emotionally dead. Any good feelings I have flicker and die after a few moments.

But then, I don't really have...

Seems like most nights, before I go to sleep, I cry.  I go through the same old daily routines with no problems. When I am alone at night and there is no one around, the tears just come out with ease. I'm 19 going on 20. Most people...

I'm so tired I just want to go to sleep and never wake up.. I don't want to die as such I just need a break from life!

I have golden hair, a big smile, hazel eyes that are more green than brown. I do not cry, even when my mum is sobbing to tell me whats wrong why do i want to die? I obviously convince her i am fine as that was two years ago and she...