I Have An Eating Disorder Stories of Experiences

I've been eating like a pig this past few days. My dad's sending me to another country for college, and he's forcing me to take the course I don't want.
I've always dreamed to be an Architect but my Dad wants me to take another course...

Seriously, I can live my life without thinking about food: the food i'll avoid so I won't get fat and the food I'll binge on as a reward of the effort put on avoiding a specific range of foods (that usually contains all the food I'll...

I had always been a thin girl with enough self confidence, excellent student without effort and nothing dramatic happened to my life. However the last few years I felt too much pressure. Like everybody was expecting from me more than I...

I walk into the bathroom and turn the lights on

Look in the mirror

Pull up my shirt so I can see my stomach

Then turn to the side

I am disappointed

Barely an hipbone sticking out

My stomach isn't as flat as I wanted

Tears...

I am constantly trying to find new ways of losing weight, sadly to say, whether it's healthy or not. Recently I've been doing a lot of exercise. As soon as I get home from school, I binge, purge, and workout. It's very unhealthy, and I...

My best friend's dad, along with my both my parents, some friends, and my teacher, all said to me at different points that they noticed I've really lost weight... Like, drastically, they all estimated I've lost around 10 pounds, I mean...

In P.E, we get our weight checked. Now, we do this every semester. We check to see how much we've lost weight, or how much we've gained and the school uses it to see if we're 'healthy.' Well, I purposefully skipped the first time...

I've long battled an eating disorder, which started as disordered eating when I was about 16, then morphed into full-blown bulimia once I attempted to diet to lose weight.

It's been over 30 years later, and the disease has never left...

EDIT: Rewrote this from scratch since I calmed down so it's actually readable.
Okay, so basically I've always had anorexic tendencies. One day I'm upset with my body image, or upset at something else, then I look in the mirror, and...

Im five feet tall and always weighed between 120 and 130. When I was about 22, my co workers and I had a bet on who could lose the most weight by a certain time period. The second part of the bet was we all had to take laxatives and the...

In August 2012 I was diagnosed with Eating Disorder N.O.S. It's been a roller coaster ride for me. In about September 2011 I started hurting myself with needles. In November 2011 I really started to dislike my body more and more so I...

About two years ago it started... I was a nice, slim twelve year old. I'm not quite sure what happened, but I do know I started gaining weight, and quickly.
Now I'm five foot two, and about 185 pounds. I eat stupid amounts in one...

I still have one. I noticed I still have an active eating disorder when I stood on the scale this morning and weighed myself, disgusted at the number.I realized I still have one when I went back to bed and skipped breakfast.I realized I...

about 2 years ago, i was a little bit over weight. i wouldnt have been considered not fat, but pudgy. i wanted to be strong and have lots of muscles like my peers. so i started to exercise every day..i did it for a long time and barely...

When I eat I feel guilty I dont like eating. It sucks I feel like im dying when I eat and people say ''Then Why R U EATING''

Well im sorry I have no choice

I finally told my parents that I think it would be helpful to talk to someone. they finally set up an appt, and i went, very nervously. I tried to explain what was going on, and now Im just not sure as to where to go from here. Now that...

currently under treatment for acute gastritis again..I'm battling this disease since the last 4years when i was diagnosed with via a gastroscopy..I'm eating lesser and lesser day by day..

Food. Something I can't avoid. Something I'm addicted to. Something that has been destroying my life since I can remember. It surrounds me, consumes me, it's in every. single thought, fibre, molecule in my body. It's more than just...

I'm only eating 300 to 500 calories a day, but it seems like so much more. I fill up easily and am always drinking water. I have never been this way only since I recently got my calories counter. I love it. It keeps me healthy. It...

So,I have more than one problem. I'm not thin, I'm kind of chubby. I'm 5'8 and weigh about 180. I use to weigh about 220 a year ago. Even after loosing that much I'm still not happy with myself. I walk almost everywhere but I am always...