I Have An Eating Disorder Stories of Experiences

Im five feet tall and always weighed between 120 and 130. When I was about 22, my co workers and I had a bet on who could lose the most weight by a certain time period. The second part of the bet was we all had to take laxatives and the...

In August 2012 I was diagnosed with Eating Disorder N.O.S. It's been a roller coaster ride for me. In about September 2011 I started hurting myself with needles. In November 2011 I really started to dislike my body more and more so I...

About two years ago it started... I was a nice, slim twelve year old. I'm not quite sure what happened, but I do know I started gaining weight, and quickly.
Now I'm five foot two, and about 185 pounds. I eat stupid amounts in one...

I still have one. I noticed I still have an active eating disorder when I stood on the scale this morning and weighed myself, disgusted at the number.I realized I still have one when I went back to bed and skipped breakfast.I realized I...

about 2 years ago, i was a little bit over weight. i wouldnt have been considered not fat, but pudgy. i wanted to be strong and have lots of muscles like my peers. so i started to exercise every day..i did it for a long time and barely...

When I eat I feel guilty I dont like eating. It sucks I feel like im dying when I eat and people say ''Then Why R U EATING''

Well im sorry I have no choice

I finally told my parents that I think it would be helpful to talk to someone. they finally set up an appt, and i went, very nervously. I tried to explain what was going on, and now Im just not sure as to where to go from here. Now that...

currently under treatment for acute gastritis again..I'm battling this disease since the last 4years when i was diagnosed with via a gastroscopy..I'm eating lesser and lesser day by day..

Food. Something I can't avoid. Something I'm addicted to. Something that has been destroying my life since I can remember. It surrounds me, consumes me, it's in every. single thought, fibre, molecule in my body. It's more than just...

I'm only eating 300 to 500 calories a day, but it seems like so much more. I fill up easily and am always drinking water. I have never been this way only since I recently got my calories counter. I love it. It keeps me healthy. It...

So,I have more than one problem. I'm not thin, I'm kind of chubby. I'm 5'8 and weigh about 180. I use to weigh about 220 a year ago. Even after loosing that much I'm still not happy with myself. I walk almost everywhere but I am always...

Today is a totally positive day!
I have spent the last fortnight spiralling down quickly (and when I mean quickly I mean 'land/speed record' quickly -or so its felt anyway).
But yesterday I had a reality check, I can't keep going on...

I'm not so sure. I guess I've always had problems with food. I remember when I was 8 years old and my older brother called me fat. Looking back though, I was never remotely overweight as a child; he just knew that was the best way to...

I have one and its consuming me. But I have my first day of treatment today focused specifically on my disorder. Nervous but its normal. Wish me luck!

Hi guys, this is my first story I wanna share here. To be honest I don't know if I should open up but anyway, sooner or later I'm gonna have to spit it out. I'm turning 17 in few days and I live in Indonesia, I go to a private Christian...

During my recovery, and even now when I have an urge to purge after a meal, I run. Not only does running help me physically but if you don't run I promise you you're missing out on tons of natural endorphins! Here is a couple songs off...

Just 9 months ago I was a different person. I was binging and purging every single day, and I loved it. I started this blog because looking at me, you would have never guessed i had an eating disorder, so I know for a fact there are...

I ate half of the huge packet with chocolate that was hidden in my mom's room. She took it out today to eat with dad, and was surprised by how little was left. I am guilty. But I can't confess it. I can't because she got irritated, and...

Hey everyone.

I don't know where I should write my story so I'll do it here.
I've lost 5 kg in a month without actually trying: I just don't feel like eating anymore. Tomorrow I'll see how much I weight right now when the rest of my...

Two days ago I had a big lunch and decided to try and make myself sick but nothing would come up, I felt so horrific after that that I decided to starve myself, so for the next day all I ate was a bowl of fruit salad and after that I...