I Feel Like I Don't Belong Stories of Experiences

I wished for husband who will love me so much and I will live on his mind but it didn't happened. In 8 years of marriage I could not get his that love that feeling , that care.
So after 8 years I met his bro. He lives with us now. He...

This is really strange. It hit me just last week. But ever since then, if I focus, I can sense energy, I can sense who is where in the house, I can sense their overall mood. It's as if their presence and mood emits energy, and I can...

   When all of this began,
I had nothing to say,
and get lost in the nothingness
inside of me,
I was (am) confused
and I let it all out to find
that I am not the only person
with these things in the mind
inside of me,
    But all...

A healer, a helper, a giver in the eyes of the needy.  But to all others, a ghost.  Unseen.  Silent screams echo and fade away. Into the darkness, the hollow chasm.  Yearning for light, for solace.  Riverbeds, twisting, tormented...

Believe me when I say I've tried to fit in. I have put on the costumes and danced the dance of deception. It just made me gag. I smiled and walked away from the masquerade ball of lies.

I watch from the distance, I hum from the...

I currently have three close friends. I never have wished for more, just them. I feel so secure with them so I called our friendship a circle. No points, no angle just a small circle.
3 years had passed and the circle is still here...

hello and thank you for deciding to read my story

My name is Gerry , i live in UK, i am 42 years old.
I live with my Mother and her partner.my Brother moved out 10 years ago he has a child.
Mummys Boy ? well i suppose I am but its got...

I have social phobia, so it's hard belonging to anything. I feel so ashamed. There's so much I missed out. I'm 22 now, I look back on the times me and my friends went out and did crazy things. We had the time of our lives. I'm stuck on...

In school,
We have the geeks, the popular, the emo, the jerks, the weak, and so forth.
and in life,
We have the rich, the poor, the sophisticated, the unmannered civilians.
even in bodies, we have categories.
The fat, the thin, the sexy...

The screen of my phone lights up. I reach for it in anticipation of a text or phone call. I type my unlock code to reveal my home screen, void of new messages. A little disheartened, I open my contacts. Well over 100 of them load...

so this is life? well some people get played a good hand have a good upbringing do well at school get a reasonable job meet someone fall in love have children bring them up maybe become Grandparents and then die.Guess what I am on EP i...

Its starting to feel like it did when I 1st Joined EP five years ago...Like I don't belong. I feel like lately, I don't belong here on Ep. Like My presence wouldn't be missed, and that is not a good feeling to have at all. I already...

Sorry... but I still feel this sometimes.. >.>

I sometimes feel like I don't know where I belong I mean I've always been that one awkward kid who would never talk to anyone i would be by myself. While everyone else knew what to do.

If there one things I realized id that people tend...

I know what it feels like. I was homeschooled, brought up woth extremely strict parents. Of course me and my brothers rebelled and had our fun, but for me I never felt like I wasapart of a 'group'. My older brother has his group of...

I was thrilled to learn that this site really existed. I decided to join in the hope of corresponding with people of like mind.
I am seeking an open minded woman that would entertain the prospect for a long term adult nursing...

Most of my life I have been socially awkward, unable to get really in touch with other people, my behaviour has been often considered weird. In the past, my reaction to this was moving all the time between self-criticism and thinking...

I don't know why God made me the way I am. I don't know why I'm not like a normal teenage girl. I don't know why I don't like texting, and I don't like/attract drama. I don't know why I can't be outgoing or funny, or girly. I don't know...

I've lived in a dinky pathetic little town in southern Missouri all my life. I go to a tiny speck of a school filled with homophobic racist rednecks who reject anyone who is slightly different.

I am rejected.

I'm the mistake puzzle...

In this strange new age we are all in, i find myself having reached the end of my teenager years legally and now verging into my twenties, that i have yet to become a man or feel "masculine"I grew up in the 90s and in my country around...