I Am An Incest, and 'kiddie Porn" Ind Survivor Stories of Experiences

I'm not sure if this is a memory of what truly happened or a false memory, dream or delusion. It popped up in my head while I was at the hospital.

I'm not sure because in the memory i am very young. i am maybe five. I have so little...

I'm out of the hospital and home again. I'm feeling better and not so overwhelmed. I get so angry at myself when i act out. im feeling a little disorientated and i feel lost and adrift at the moment. im trying to find some way to feel...

I'm feeling panic and I want to hurt myself. im checking into the hospital for a few days. I hope to see you all when i get back

Last night I acted out. That's what my therapist calls it. I was in my apartment home alone. I began to feel very overwhelmed. I don't know why. I just got up and walked out the door. I ended up at the park. I walked to the dark area...

It's so strange when I met someone who has pictures of me. They love to show me their collection. I sit bored as they show me pictures they are so proud of. I remember being photographed almost constantly. I would take a bath and click...

I left "home" when I was 14. I haven't been there for over eight years. I am trying to remember as much about it as I can. It was a three bedroom house. it was all one story. Our front yard had grass and that was it. There were no other...

Got back from my therapist today. I wanted to record who i remember in my family. I can remember my mother and father. I remember my father as always with a camera. He always had one around his neck. i remember him standing behind a...

I just finished two months in a psychiatric hospital. I'm now seeing a therapist once a week to work through my depression and suicidal thoughts. I came here to learn from others with similar experiences maybe I can find something here...

I started having sex when I was 5 [see my other stories for how that began], and sex was always a part of my life after that. As I've always maintained, I never felt traumatized or upset by it. And it was only as an adult that I've...

My familie was part of a cult/organisation that sold their kids for k...porn movies. There was alot of money involved. Boys and girl were involved in the movies, even animals.....

I want to share my story on this account, but I don't want to go through the pain of re-writing it all over again...I hope in sharing my story it will help someone else, so this is simply a re-post. Don't like it, Move the fuck on...

This a more about my neighbor that started playing with me when i was 7 or 8. After we advanced to oral sex on a regular basis,,,,i would be there when he was performing oral sex with a couple of girls that were my age or a little...

it wasn't until just recently that some memories have resurfaced. I'm not saying that it was all bad but for some reason I must of kept them hidden. when I was about 7 or 8 a neighbor of my introduced me to the world of sex. he was...

My Uncle started molesting me at a very early age. I want to say around 7 or so. Back when I was a kid it was safe to leave your kids at home alone, you never had to worry about locking your doors and parents felt safe doing so. I...

When I was 8 years old my father started touching me and making me touch him, and a year later he started making me suck him and threatening to rape me if ever I said no.

Im from an arab family and im the only girl i have 4 brothers and im the youngest, it was when i was 4 i remember when ever my mom would go out late for a wedding my dad would come in my room and put his hand on my forehead and tell me...

I AM A SURVIVOR OF INCEST.... I HAD 2 BROTHERS ABUSE ME FROM THE TIME I WAS 7 YRS OLD TILL I WAS 13 OR 14 YRS OLD. IT WAS INCESSANT ABUSE AND WHAT REALLY FUCKED UP MY WHOLE LIFE IS I NEVER REALIZED THAT WHAT THEY DID TO ME WAS THE...