I Keep a Journal Stories of Experiences

It seems most people are here on EP because they are going through some sort of problem in their lives. Even i had joined when i was going through my own set of problems-mostly health related. I found few people who were going through...

As I currently sit here here in a abundance of solitude and tranquality I come to the conclusion that life is nothing but a simpilistic dream, movie and adventure of it's own. We are all by products of the magnificant, strange, unknown...

Today could have been the best day ever.... sadly it turned out to be the worst day of my life, i only hope this day does not repeat itself ever....

I went on a LONNNNNNGGGG-ass hike today with "Friendzone" dude. It wasn't awkward (thank gawd!) and we didn't even drink, It felt good to get outside all day. We talked a lot and he was telling me some of his back story that I didn't...

Little things in life matter. There might be things you know you need to do but you let it slip anyway because you can. These little things accumulate and become a challenge sometimes. Let that inner voice be your compass and follow it...

I have become defensive because of the negative people and situations i have been through. I should be taking more initiatives, i owe it to myself.

Being spiritual has changed a lot of things for me. It has given me peace and strength which cannot be taken away. My grasping and understanding capability has grown exponentially. However, it has also made it difficult for me to relate...

I hung out with my high school friends today. Late lunch/early drinks. Reminiscing. They wanted to set me up with this friend of theirs (I don’t even recall what his name was). One showed me a pic of him on her phone and said: “Do...

(This actually lends itself more to a confession, but meh. It's going here. Nobody's forcing you to read it).

4/7/13

I did some MAJOR spring cleaning. I’m talking whole house, top to bottom, the whole shebang. I try to clean once a...

I had dinner with my grandpa and his new wife at a Japanese restaurant about an hour away. I haven’t seen them since Christmas, and we pretty much just see each other around the holidays. They told me they were going to the Sonoma...

4/2/2013I hung out with that guy I apparently “friendzoned” awhile ago that blew me off last time we were supposed to hang out. I actually really enjoyed hanging out with him.He still is really bad at making eye contact with me...

I have been through a self created hell. I had let it play havoc with my mind, emotion and body. It was like a prank that had taken a serious turn. It had gone beyond my control. I lost and found my mind and something beyond it. Since...

From now on, i will let my best self be, in all areas of life. no more messing with myself. It's important to know your priorities and be in them. No more mediocrity for me, because i am not it. I need to be more confident.i have every...

I always thought i can manage without one but these days i want one i feel...
Here are my reasons for wanting one
Sharing: There are times, i want to talk about stuff. Serious and silly stuff. I want to share them with someone who is...

I have gotten more closer to the truth than before. It was everywhere but i was missing it. Like a veil has been removed. Damn! too subtle to put in words. divine intervention!?

Having unlearned things has done wonders for me. Now, i need to undo things too. It has been on my mind for sometime. I have accepted all kinds of situation and tried to use them to my advantage. I think the ability of accepting the...

I want to live my life in my terms. Mine is a very simple and uncomplicated spirit and nothing is right or wrong in my eyes. I can empathize with both saint and satan. I have risen beyond the conditioning of society and it's rules. I...

I just am a simple soul, i like to keep it simple. If i see things are getting unnecessarily complicated i will leave the situation. I see no problems in life, when i come across people who complicate lives of theirs n those around them...

I will just go and be the best i can in every moment from now on. Knowledge i've acquired enough.

Hesitation has always been my problem. Someone at work pointed it out to me today and then it struck a chord with me. I hesitate in a lot of things in life. It's not the big problems that befall me. I can take on big challenges head on...