I Keep a Journal Stories of Experiences

I think relationships should improve upon our solitude. Else, it's not worthy of my time and effort.

I have this fear of getting cheated on. when i read about affairs or women cheating on their husbands, it scares me. Not that i think i am lacking in anything but what if i she was the cheating kind. When i find someone, i would want...

All little girls will "keep a diary" and the only thing they write is "Sorry I haven't written in so long!" But luckily, I am one of the few that have really kept a journal. Since fourth grade actually - six years straight. I write...

I am now finding my attention has begun shifting outwards again. I have found what i had been looking for when i started my journey inwards. I think i am more or less done with it. It took few years but i needed the time.

Today I realized why I feel so distant to others and close to some. I get a long more with the men in my family than the females. Today I realized I am missing a brother in my life and it makes me sad. I'm constantly asking and seeking...

i have a journal i bought... but i have no idea what to write about?
any ideas?

The first time I started to journal, was actually mandatory. In 2nd grade, My teacher decided to give us small composition books and told us to write in them for homework. we could write how our day was and whatever we wanted. I used to...

I sit here and wonder why do I love someone so much that I've never met? Why is it that I have so much compassion for this person? Why am I living with a feeling that's never going to be possible. I ask god from time to time, why did...

I worked another day shift at the restaurant today, and it was pretty interesting. In chronological order:True story. I had no idea Benedict Cumberbatch was a real person (which may or may not be debatable, as he kind of resembles an...

I used to write in books when I was younger. Then I stopped because I was afraid of someone finding my books. But then I discovered EP a couple of years ago. I really enjoy writing and have this need to write. EP fulfills this writing...

It seems most people are here on EP because they are going through some sort of problem in their lives. Even i had joined when i was going through my own set of problems-mostly health related. I found few people who were going through...

Today could have been the best day ever.... sadly it turned out to be the worst day of my life, i only hope this day does not repeat itself ever....

I went on a LONNNNNNGGGG-ass hike today with "Friendzone" dude. It wasn't awkward (thank gawd!) and we didn't even drink, It felt good to get outside all day. We talked a lot and he was telling me some of his back story that I didn't...

Little things in life matter. There might be things you know you need to do but you let it slip anyway because you can. These little things accumulate and become a challenge sometimes. Let that inner voice be your compass and follow it...

I have become defensive because of the negative people and situations i have been through. I should be taking more initiatives, i owe it to myself.

Being spiritual has changed a lot of things for me. It has given me peace and strength which cannot be taken away. My grasping and understanding capability has grown exponentially. However, it has also made it difficult for me to relate...

I hung out with my high school friends today. Late lunch/early drinks. Reminiscing. They wanted to set me up with this friend of theirs (I don’t even recall what his name was). One showed me a pic of him on her phone and said: “Do...

(This actually lends itself more to a confession, but meh. It's going here. Nobody's forcing you to read it).

4/7/13

I did some MAJOR spring cleaning. I’m talking whole house, top to bottom, the whole shebang. I try to clean once a...

I had dinner with my grandpa and his new wife at a Japanese restaurant about an hour away. I haven’t seen them since Christmas, and we pretty much just see each other around the holidays. They told me they were going to the Sonoma...

4/2/2013I hung out with that guy I apparently “friendzoned” awhile ago that blew me off last time we were supposed to hang out. I actually really enjoyed hanging out with him.He still is really bad at making eye contact with me...