I Can Only Change Myself Stories of Experiences

i am sitting here and the time is ticking away. i have a support group to attend and i am leaving in a half hour. and i am super anxious! why oh why does my chest feel like a ton whenever i try to do the "right" thing?! i am trying...

For a couple days, I turned my back on God, and decided to do whatever I wanted. I always felt bad though. I let my homosexual urges take over my life again. But I have to keep thinking that my relationship with God is more important...

Like many people for years I found things should change.
It seemed life was a perpetual struggle.
Uni, relationships, family, work... Issues everywhere...

After having to move jobs, change cities, sell my house all due to ongoing...

You are life, As outside, so inside. Treat and protect yourself as if you were your own child. Know yourself, and you will know life.

so earlier i said my sorries agian i particaly blame that on ritalin with a mixture of my own guilt. but im currently going through a change of my own that makes me quiet happy so much light in my life now. its hard for me to get upset...

I am the one in control of my life.. I am the captain of my own ship.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w2Fbqeegdkk

i like women's more than man..................i do not know....i am straight......but women's attract me more............believe it or not.............

That's all I know to do, & hope I gather the strength I need to get thru yet another horror stricken upon my heart. Losing people that are part of your soul, & being haunted by their memory- how much can a person endure before you...

I'd like to point out that some of the stories i've written here no longer refer to who i am. I could simply delete them, but i can't bring myself to it. It feels like i'm losing a part of my past. That's why i'm writing this.

I've never been so ashamed in my life. I know God loves me unconditionally. But I will never have the same relationship with him, unless I change myself. For months, I've been so confused about how to connect my faith and sexuality...

Get fit
Get good grades
Be listened to
Make good friends
Become who I wanna be.

I will change.

My real name is Matt.. I'm an Aussie that in my 20's.. My life grown up was hard.. I had a father who wasn't the nicest person in the world and an appearance that was mocked at school (I was the chubby kid)..
When i was 10 my mother...

you can only change yourself when you're ready. it's not something you can force it just takes time. time is all it takes for anything to happen because literally ANYTHING could happen. i tried changing myself for so long while trying...

So I thought of being nice and let my daughter have a few friends over for a party, ended up in her inviting 50 teenagers, big speakers, a disco ball and a DJ!

Wow, did not expect this one! Looks like I will have a house full this...

I am not looking to change you or shape you and mold you. I am not looking to see who you can be. I know you are you and I am me. I can only change myself and in doing so perhaps bring about a change in how I am perceived and treated...

I am seeking an open minded woman that would entertain the prospect for a long term adult nursing relationship or adult breastfeeding relationship.
I am a straight, single, white 55 year old gentleman residing in the St.Petersburg area...

I have always had to deal with adversity for my entire life,as most people probably do to some extent, at least from the age of three which is the earliest moments in my life that I have any memories of. The three memories I have that I...

So there it was again, that sickly feeling which I thought I had healed rearing its ugly head once more.
I thought I had dealt with all my self-esteem issues and God knows I’ve done the work so what was this? Why was it back? The guy...

i have been trying to think of a good way to get everything out the best way i can but i can summarize this i have a hard time trying to relax and start to overthink everything when things start getting serious in my relationships. i...